taking a small break again, be back from 3jul onwards.
and ALL THE BEST NTU Phoenix!
for june race and most importantly, PM CUP!!!
the race that all has been waiting for.
THE RACE.

yest i went down to waterloo street
room for desserts!
but need to order the cupcakes in advance! argh.
i shall order it soon! dont know for what also! just for the fun of eating cute stuff! haha.

and that aside,
yest was a great day!
met up with small red, ted, lili and miss you for lunch!
pasta mania. err, ok. hahaha.
and we went to bras basah.
and ted HATES art friend! i think she is mad cos i love tt place!
fun!














and headed down to pay for my tour fee.
it feels just weird to be in chinatown.
maybe cos of the liu ying thing! haha.

anyways i seriously think hongthai is cheating our money
actually it is china airlines fault!

met ng and miche at cine at nite for our k session!
haha, it was great. from like 9pm to 4am!
like wtheck! sang till i slept!
too bad i was wearing skirt. or else i will def lie down and sleep. unglam but who cares.
when we left, we were looking at the other rooms.
some ppl are of course sleeping and some are like jumping! like wth.
full of energy at 4am! fantastic huh! haha.
7hrs for 23bucks was worth it!
i realise we didnt sing SHE songs at all.
there was damn a lot of jay as usual till we are so sick
and there was sunyanzi too which i dont like to sing. haha.
and there was CYNDI WANG! like goodness. ng can imitate those high pitch voice quite well.
like lara, angela chang etc. haha.
and there was MC HOTDOG's wo ai tai mei!
haha influenced by golden melody awards!
hmmm, basically according to ng,
i sang all the slow and sentimental songs for eg, ZHANG XIN, CHENG QUAN[damn popular in sec1 la!], wo de cuo!
wilber's ai shang wei lai de ni, wo men de cuo[i think]...
oh we even sang weilian's matchstick girl!
and many more la, paiseh for boring u guys with our song lists!
but it was really great singing with ng and miche!




















































































we just sang without caring if we zao sia or what.
dont noe how to pronounce just mumble through. anyhow whack!
too bad yeeteng was ill!
btw smthg quite funny: i fell asleep when they sang grasshopper's AI BU BA can!
and i think i heard miche talking abt redang being damn beautiful when
lang hua yi duo duo was on, am i right? haha.
and a must sing-song when i am around! HUA XIN by EMIL CHAU! haha. damn old but i lk!

world cup-wise, congrats to spain for topping grp H.
boring match though.
much more soccer action to come.
and the bistro place is open 24hrs like amazing. they show world cup telecasts too!
nice sofas!

and there is work on sat and sun
like triple :(
heard quite bad things from weijia! faints.

and today i saw myself in someone's shoes.

we sprinted. we hopped.
we climbed. we push+sit-ed up.
all for 2jul!
kinda feeling the smoke in the air now...
cant there be such a thing called PEACE, FRIENDS, on earth?
weird, i really dont understand.

whatever it is,
2JUL2006 is a date to mark down on my calendar for life.

for we work hard, sweat buckets, 气喘如牛.

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may tmr be a great day
meeting up with 2 grps of ppl!
for lunch and dinner and KLADIES NITE! hahahahaha.

and buying the loveliest looking cupcakes on earth.

and wilber's album gonna be OUT soon!!!! must grab it in tw! haha.

and jh is right re my FEEL.
i am so PISSED off with HENRIK LARSSON. for scoring tt goal at the 90th min.
like thanks!

alrights, damn ultra super TIRED!!!!
time to watch yu le bai fen bai!

i think i am those who cannot 走捷径!
i must slowly work my hearts and lungs out
by climbing up every single ladder of my life.

damn it.

life is good
when u meet up with friends
fantastic ppl
ppl who can make you laugh non stop
abt everything under the sun
ranging from taiwan politics to taiwanese ppl to jy album

met up with the raffles place gang for supper!
finally! haha but soon song jiehui the rich fellow is gonna depart for
canada and on her way to sgp, she gonna stop at HK cos FOC!
ur passport chop until cannot chop!
anyways we settled at geylang! haha
i really think the youtiao is overrated, the soya bean milk
is so not sweet!
but the meesua is damn nice, agree with ng!
and the service is SO BAD! no GEMS card for you auntie for saying tt
we are MA FAN
all we did was we told her
auntie bu yao xiang cai[parsley], bu yao oyster! faints!

i think jh can go join cldds! she is damn good at imitating taiwanese
wont be surprised if she marries one
at the rate she visits tw.

yea so supper was good!
oh we celebrated jh's belated 20th birthday!
her present rocks big time! like totally!
steph's idea btw!
we wanted to shake it and surprise for ya! haha.
thanks ng for fetching! your car is cool! haha.
and ng is quite funny too! she suddenly said tt junyang fa pian le!
when the rest are talking abt nan quan ma ma i think.

n thurs meeting more fantastic ppl! :)
i need more money to drop from the sky now
if i want to support miche's plan!
and it doesnt help when i only work twice a week now!

and re yest's SB,QI:NOBE is out! like wtheck.
the buns! argh!
quite sad cos my ideal finals will never be realised
since both juz-b and qinobe are out!
and i thought SOUL's performance is not bad! quite funny!
but the judges say they act cute, like wtheck again.

and night training was better, tons better than afternoon trng!
and i realised i am damn dark compared to the rest of the raffles gang!
sigh, i dont want to be so HEI!
and i realise my body is really damn freaking stiff and rigid!
just like the way i think. argh!
i need to be more flexible!!!!!!

and today got FEEL already, only shini will noe what i am talking abt!

and can u imagine i SLEPT before i fin watching the match yest
and torres scoreed lke horrray!
i cannot sleep tonight!
eng vs swe
it is like THE MATCH!
though i noe england might place their reserve squad since they alr qualify!
but still, go ENGLAND!!!!

and today is my mom's bdae!
so happy 4* th birthday to my mom!
nv ren de nian ling shi mi mi de! hahaha.

Friendster daily horoscope states:

The Bottom Line
Feel confident about what you have done. You are the strongest source of praise.

In Detail
Guess who your number one fan will always be. You! It's time to refocus all your positive energy back toward yourself -- you've been giving away much too much to other people lately. Good friends and family members will always be on hand to make you smile, but you are the only one who can completely understand the battles you've been in and the lessons you've learned. Cut yourself some slack -- and give yourself a great big pat on the back.

hmm, feel confident? difficult to.
givin myself too much to other ppl? maybe?

yea i always look forward to a day whereby
i can just slack at home, with no worries at the back of my head.
no deadlines to meet, no exams.
when will that day come?
now tt exams have ended abt a month ago,
i still cant find a day like this.

and i am pretty upset tt my income so gonna drop lk half this mth
and another half next mth, and soon facing deficit.
i mean how can i not spend a single cent in tw? hahaha.
venezia doesnt motivate me to work.
worker motivation level-zero.

and i really need to be a mugger next sem,
quite a couple of my fwens can do second spec.
yea i am pretty jealous of them i got to say. envious to put it in nicer words.
how i wish i could too!
yea 'i wish' 'i wish',
seriously shld stop wishing and get back to do smthg abt it!
do not waste 5930 X 3=$17,790 of your parents' hard earned money
uni education is so damn expensive[i noe overseas is even MORE],
and the teachers are not even half concerned abt ur life.

ok lets talk abt world cup now.
FRANCE drew w SOUTH KOREA, like wth.
Ghana won CZECH republic, even more wtheck.
havent been visiting sg pools
cos after i lost my 5bucks on the holland match,
i lost my 'feel' haahah.
yea sore loser! so i am quite reserved abt investing more funds.
to keep my overall profit positive!
so yea till my 'feel' comes back.

and the weather was freaking hot yesterday
everyone was seriously BAKED IN THE SUN.
and yea time is running out seriously.

and go SOUL for today's results show!

and may tonight be a fantastic one,
meeting up with fantastic ppl.

and 3am fernando torres!
i must keep awake, no more dozing off!

Happy 20th Birthday June Bay Yan Ying!!!!!

thanks steph for introducing the gungsuh 'serious' font
haha. paiseh for using tt for my collage too.
and btw this isnt the collage tt i want it for.
just experimenting.
and i made this not using paint
but arcsoft collage creator
there are more fun tools abt it.
till i got more time[it is a trial software, 14more days btw], i shall play with it more.















and btw i took a picture of the raspberry ice cream today
cos i think it looks damn chio.
how abt it? haha.
appearance is really EVERYTHING in my boss's eyes
she came today and she was so fussy and picky abt everything!
she is like some perfectionist la.
"eh u come here, here dirty, later u clean"
"eh whats this thing in the ice cream, remove it now"
"did you clean the tub?"
basically i could sense tt she was pissed with me.
like hello? at least i mopped the floor, though i dont use the sponge thing to clean the tubs, i used the spades cos i think the sponge is really quite unhygenic? in my opinion la.
u mean u expect me to clean the modem, cpu at the bottom too?
what if i get electrocuted and die.
well, i understand that we are in a service industry, appearance matters
or else no customers will want to patronise.
i think it really matters.
the moment, i "beautify" the strawberry ice cream
this woman bought STRAWBERRY ice cream from me, maybe this is coincidence.
but i dont noe la.
she left the shop disapprovingly.
i thought i did what i am supposed to do already
but looks like, 一山还比一山高!

ok i better start on my da video code collage soon!
will upload my product soon!
provided i finish it soon.

and congrats to sweden! for tt goal yesterday!
and congrats to england!
i really think peter crouch is too TALL for his own good.
his header is like too header for the goalpost la!
and there is argentina now!
did i say tt i dont like argentina ppl!

and before i forget!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG JIEHUI!

i am kinda hooked onto
ww.singaporepools.com.sg
on wed after work
was on my way to giant, supposedly to look for sponge
then *surprise! haha i saw sg pools!!!!
so i just wrote on a betting slip
and bet on SPAIN!!!! ESPANOL!!!!
and woohoo!!!! they won 4-0!!!!
and most imptly, fernando torres,
scored!!!!!
cant wait for more spain matches man!
and tonight there is england match!
go england!!!!

and that aside, i think i caught the flu bug from my father
who has been sick since 2 days ago.
which is BAD!!!!
i really dislike the feeling of being sick!
i hate the feeling of my nose being 'stuck'.

and i read tt jh saw some k-one guy in tw! like not lucky?

and i got to complain tt Art Friend has bad customer service.
rude!
cant they just help me cut the sponge!!!!!
i am sure it wont take them much time!

ah ma came this morning
i saw this bao on the table
she told me
"ting ah, na ke bao bu cuo de" smthg along tt line.
then i went like "orh".
then i happily prepared my western breakfast
bacon and egg and bread.
and forgot abt the bao.

ah ma went home shortly.
then i went to the kitchen agn just now
i asked my mother
"bao leh"
mother replied "ah ma na hui qu le"
at tt moment, i felt rather bad.
whether or not the bao was intended for me.

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i read abt this sn girl on papers recently.
she was my idol[yea idol those crazy days in sn]'s good friend.
quite sad to hear abt what happened to her.
i remb seeing her 2years ago at nus open house.
and now she is gone :(
life is just so short sometimes.

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last night's superband--> juz-b was out!
which is pretty saddening cos i just started to support them cos of dee!
think his yao zi is good!
my ideal finals was : SOUL, milubing, QI:NOBE and Juz-B.

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though i have been watching world cup matches.
i still havent gotten the world cup fever.
maybe cos i never bet! which makes the match less exciting to watch.
i always think for girls to walk into sg pools is rather paiseh.
but heck man, since i am legal to walk in now, i shall walk in soon.
and yea am happy tt england won!
think beckham is seriously old already. somehow. age has caught up with him.
and last night, japan lost to aus! sigh.
want to watch the brazil match later at 3am but i think i will be screwed.
cos i got work tmr.
and speaking of work, i really hate work.
i hate waiting for the f.amos person to turn up.
tt day he was 1.5hr horribly late and i had to wait like some goondu outside the shop.
and after working there,
i realise ppl this days are getting more affluent, like hello.
last time, cornetto ice cream was like "expensive".
now everyone can easily[in general] afford one scoop of venezia, bravissimo, B n J, with prices ranging from $2.80 to $4.00
result of globalisation?
ok i am just crapping my way through.

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and the crazy weather is driving me crazy,
one moment it looked like it gonna pour
the next moment SUNNY .
1.5hr more to trng.
left or right?
twist!

pictures from yesterday.



































great company. great atmosphere. great chilling out session!

ok world cup starts soon! 1 hr plus more! exciting! cant wait for tmr! england vs paraguay! and more matches! 4year one time la. not high also must zi high! haha.

go england! go spain! go brazil!

i love my scv! haha! must make full use of it!
but the opening ceremony is DAMN BORING! like yawns!

and work seriously sucks!

and i got phobia of crystal jade already
and most imptly, i am BROKE!!!!!

oh SOUL's performance was damn nice!
alfred looks damn good! n sings well!
btw today is renfred's birthday!!!
anyways, the freds are really not bad looking! haha.
ok good luck to SOUL man!!!!!

that aside, i am perfectly fine actually. yeahs.
just some mad rantings in the prev post
and some random thoughts, u noe sometimes
u just want to slow down ur footsteps and observe those around you.

and that aside too, my results are out!
ok dont need to takeaway, can eat there.
but menu not too good, more for improvement i guess.
aims to be a better mugger next sem
and starting early helps! so yea start early!!!
just v disappointed w econs,
i took econs before, went to econs class diligently.
got not bad for the quizzes and still got a bloody B in the end.
maybe what the lecturer said was right
those who took econs before may not do better
haha, i am just trying to console myself yea.
econs is just the bane of my life!
from jc to uni!

alrights, i went to CRYSTAL JADE w xiaohong the ERXIN and LILI the rower today.
they rock la, cos they are so accomodating to me.
haha, really sorry tt fiesta aint my cup of tea yea.
or i shld say JAP FOOD in summary.
anyways JP crystal jade rocks! nice interior!
and my porridge rocks! as usual la! haha. :)
and my shirt rocks more! haha. i like the black and red combi!!!!
from FOS! so FOS rocks too! haha.



















and YES world cup is coming!
and i havent subscribed!!! i must! asap!
heard from lili tt first match is germany vs costa rica.
sounds boring!
looking forward to spain matches, fernando torres!
and england matches!
God Save the Queen! haha.
yea catch the world cup fever man! haha.

ok too high already, i better stop.
it isnt exactly a v joyous day...

and superstar: BOO U! i noe whats NR already! haha. and i dont have long lanky legs la.
my legs are like....saddening now.

oh and btw my tw trip is confirmed already!
thanks hongthai! thanks miss karen! though i got no face to see her already.
9jul to 15jul!
gonna catch some soccer fever in taoyuan yaward hotel!!!! they better have ESPN!

at 9am,
everyone was just rushing.
running, speed-walking...
that is the harsh reality of life.
everyone walks so fast that they dont noe that sometimes they have left others behind in the rat-race.
i choose to walk slowly.
observing e pace at which ppl are walking at.

at the rate i am walking at,
will i ever get there? i don't know.
btw i think 99.9% of ppl wont understand wtheck i am talking abt.
but most imptly, i get what i am trying to say can already haha.

anyway, yea i really hope to make it to the finishing line with the rest.

i always grumble, complain.
abt how horrible my life is,
abt how unfortunate i am,
abt how i suck at everything,
abt how i fail at everything,
abt how i have that handful of friends in ntu,
abt how i dislike ntu,
and the list goes on.

i dont think i will ever stop grumbling abt those issues.
cos they are like constantly hitting me.
perhaps i can reduce those rantings.

phebe once said[haha], "i'm learning to accept things as they come".
maybe i should also?

and phebe also said, "really quite pei fu some ppl...cos even tho they're not as lucky as us they still find time to live life to the fullest n go for what they want..."

how true is that.
i think if i am one of those slightly "unlucky" ppl,
i will just rot my life away complaining.
and not taking chances to improve my life to the best of my means.

hmmmm.
i don't like msn.
most ppl know why, i guess.
ok la, maybe the fault lies with me.
maybe i am thinking too much. oh rather, YES! i am thinking and reading too much into things.

i shld be like phebe si en hui.
ACCEPT THINGS AS THEY COME.
会来的终久是会来的，i hope and 我希望。

那就乐观点吧!
but a lot of things is 说得容易，做的难!

but yea, accept things as they come.

that aside,
having read phebe, joanne, june's post,
i just want to say that i kinda miss those s1b days.
i guess humans are like tt
u never appreciate those around you until they are gone,
erms, in this case, most of them are all in nus. haha.
hope you guys are doing fine!!!
rolling in big bucks, burying youself in s-11[such practical ppl are we!], haha!
time for a beegirls gathering soon, though i seriously dont noe when.
since everyone is busy w their own stuff.
that again is LIFE!

and i surfed friendster just now.
michelle and yeeteng: where are you guys man? pls blog!!!! it seems like both of you are totally disconnected from me and ng! take care and meetup SOON yea, as in seriously S-O-O-N!

to the raffles lunch gang:
it seems impossible for us to go for klunch anytime soon. i guess the next gathering will be supper when sch reopens? hopefully la k! haha. we havent tried the geylang frog porridge! and ice3! have fun in CANADA AND TW 萧太!

ok anyways some quick updates:

hongthai is the best tour agency on earth.
they reduced my penalty to 50bucks
from 300bucks!
the load def feels much lighter,
50bucks seem nothing now! ok kidding but i am really thankful!
that is what i called SERVICE!
gems card for them!
just like footshopping.com
dont patronise baumhouse, they incur my wrath,
they bloody hell dont understand english.
sianlye will know why, they really suck. really. if u see the exchange of emails.

besides that,
life= dragonboat + venezia
as usual i guess.
more 'stuff' to do from next week onwards.
i hope the BTN proj will work out!
and yea,
i must psycho myself to like running.
i love running, i love running, i love running.
ok la, as if this helps.
but yea i love running, everyone. haha.

and results are gonna be out tmr! like 060606!
lucky date ah!
good luck to all my ntu friends and teammates!!!!!!!
we all gonna eat there, no takeaways!

and i am ost-ing w my 2 of my fav ppl tmr!
one of them is ER-XIN, the other one is L-I-L-I the flower.
and we gonna hit crystal jade after that.
hahaa, yea crystal jade rocks!!!!!

alrights, i am tired.
btw sales today is $1010.10
whats with the number! haha.

and i worked w weijia, my p sch fwen today.
she told me, this girl from our batch has a ONE YEAR OLD KID
like OKAYS. triple dots.
i cant remb so many ppl in my batch
whose fiona? whose xiaoping?
i only remb christina the superman! the flasher!

ok have a great week everyone
and before i forget
GOOD LUCK to SOUL!
they got 35.5 like not again!
they sang some k-one song! i bet hsiao tai cant wait to c their performances haha.

and HI SUPERSTAR, i BLOGGGED, happy.
and u let the cat out of the bag lors. hahaa. i am quite sure.