yea back from penang.
back from the dam where the race was held.
back from the long 10hr ride back to spore.
back from sunway hotel.
back to reality.

will do a proper post one day when i am feeling better
the sms regarding PM cup postponed to 1 and 2jul
has kinda affected many of us, including me.
i have landed myself in some trouble over here
cos i got to pay a penalty of 300bucks if i were to change e date or cancel the tour.
i understand things from the company's pt of view.
it is in every company's T n C that one has to pay a penalty for cancellation or amendments to bookings.
i was too impatient, on impulse to book the tour already.
now all i need is gold bars to drop from the sky.
seriously, money makes the world go round.
damn it.
my world is square and dark now.
i just hope i can find a soln to all these crap asap.
seriously why am i so suay.

so basically, i am damn pissed abt the whole thing.
i am pretty agst the Lee family now.

and my watch alarm just rang
remind me of the happy hr thing on sunday night.

the char kway teow and the chicken wings were damn good btw
i am so gonna buy a dozen if we are going there agn during end of year.
forget to tk photos!
and i guess everyone is so damn sick of secret recipe already.
and i am sick of choc banana! cos i ate 2 slices in penang!

race-wise, well, didnt really get to row but got to see others row
and congrats to our 12 men and 20 men crew!
we got like 2nd placing for both! LIKE WOW, now i think abt it.
even more WOW, cos like it is an international race!
and we got 2nd for both, WOW WOW! hahahaha.
oh but i got to drum! what an experience, haha! pretty cool.
need more aggression and strength in drumming i guess.
and rowing wise, need more POWER and STRENGTH too! and determination!
so yea tons more trngs to come this one mth,
all for PM CUP.

shall upload the photos when i am more free.
too many things to do at hand! faints
plus i still got work
i nearly forgot tt WORK EXISTED.
my value, combo, family n party packs! way to go!

heard there is a quake in indonesia, hope there will be less casualties.
and the bus accident at mersing. poor 6 yr old boy.
what is the world coming too.
cant there be less 灾祸.
cant there be more income equality.

sigh.

anyways congrats to SOUL for getting in!
first time no danger zone! congrats man
and i SLEPT la during e results show
when i saw alfred speaking on behalf of the group! shall record the repeat!

and yea a few photos from the trip.







yea Phoenix rocks!













e gd old prawn mee.
rm 2.50.
rocks.











lift photo!














sme xu chun mei pose!


















































yea 12 men crew! silver!














paddles combine.









SS Phoenix.
they are the best!
hahaha.
they remind me of the chicken wings, char kway teow and cheng teng at small red's room! :)
i look weird!















this is my roomie.
the captain! and miss black current.
as i can see from her msn nick.
she does look lk a ribena haha.
btw and my fav magnum rm 3 ice cream!










n Phoenix at Sunway!





Go Phoenix Go!!!

alrights, went to kelly to look for 1 mth admin job.
which is like haha.
cos all the ppl in the list all can commit from NOW till aug.
well, keeping my fingers crossed.

was at raffles plc. and i realise i am pretty an admin person.
i rather sit and stare at the com for 8hrs
than stand there, read comic book and wait for customers to come.
and i think workg in cbd is cool.

and money makes the world go round.
like i can spend 25bucks on food today.
don+teh+ pocky+hamburger+kueh lapis.
one piece of kueh lapis 1 buck can.
not as if it was that great.
but i rather eat tt, than the food at the stopover place.
the tandas there is super horrid kind.

and i kinda agree.
i am already in ntu so i must like ntu.
i am not going to waste time.

oh the radio just mentioned the db race! amazing.

ok it is raining cats and dogs now.
pls rain all u want and stop asap so we will all have a safe journey.

guess i really can blog anything under the sun.

anyways, if i dont reply to ur sms, i am sorry.
cos one sms=50cents.
remb money makes the world go round.

ok, here we come Penang.

ok last post was like 15may.
tt was like abt a week ago.
closed e blog for a while due to some reasons which i deem not suitable to be published here as of now.
going to penang tmr till mon.
i guess my greatest wish is that
this be a better trip than the dec05 one.
in all aspects.

dis whole week has been pretty crazy.
yea, trng n venezia.
direction in life?
no idea.
hope to find some light at the end of the tunnel soon.

n i chose dis template cos it kind of resembles tiramisu color!
haha i bought a value pack home for myself today
tiramisu n lemon. yums yums!
but i guess too much lemon isnt too good for ur tongue.
n u noe i act thought 'tiramisu' is supposed to be pronounced as 'tiramusu' last time.
guess i am just ignorant.
n today i realise tt i am even more ignorant of many things.
i didnt noe tt da chang jin was based on a true story.
like seriously *slaps head 10000 times.

and since i will be away, GOOD LUCK to SOUL! :)
think they are really cool and zai. at least dey got talents!

oh small update: i am going tw w ng! end of june! yea cheers! grand hyatt. i can just faint thinking abt grand hyatt! it has such good comments, cant wait to enjoy their superb svc! and yea of course, tw! my 2nd home! ok la i am sure. dream hol destination den!

n yea let this penang trip be a better one for Phoenix!

TAGGED!

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 points about his/her perfect lover.

2. Mention the gender of his/her gender.

3. Tag 8 victims to this and leave a comment on their blog.

4. If you are tagged a second time, there is no need to do it a second time.

5. The most impt part is having fun doing it!

ok, since i am tagged i shall do it.
i am going to be very demanding since it says "PERFECT" lover.

1. he must be able to tolerate my ultra short fuse temper. i may explode anytime with no reason. my mood fluctuates lk the sine curve.

2. he must be able to take care of himself, his family and my family, including me of course.

3. he need not be freaking rich tt money can just drop from the sky when he wants. but he must be able to be financially competent enough to earn a living and not 吃软饭(e ruan seems wrong, actually i thought is luan, aiyah anything la).

4. i am listening to 933 now and i dont noe why this guy is speaking w such a ang-mohish accent chinese. so he must be BILINGUAL efficient. better still, tri-lingual, multi-lingual. dont speak chinese like u have some ang-moh roots in ur chinese roots. oh plus he must be able to speak some kind of dialect, seriously cos i cant speak it for nuts and it is already v embarrassing. so he needs to plant more roots eh.

5. he cannot be a smoker, i hate smokers to the max. why dont u save the money on cigarettes and spend it on more sensical stuff. tt money can be saved in the bank to earn interest or i can use it to buy a LV bag or smthg.

6.he must have a car and of course noe how to drive. well, this is the scenario of a perfect lover. most imptly, he must noe how to drive. not enuff $$ to buy a car nvm, we can save.

7. he must be able to accept that i need to spend time with my friends. i dont like possessive ppl. boo! if u are possessive, goodbye! i will not foresake my friendships just for you, just tt i wont be possessive also[ok, say only la, who noes haha, ok kidding]. but seriously, i feel that we shld not neglect our friends even when u are attached. though tt happens all the time, most of the time, 50% of the time. which is pretty sad. well, i have accepted it.

8.ok, who doesnt want a good looking better half? i will prefer good looking ones, tanned? well, dont need to be very tan until ppl mistake ur race. exposing urself to excessive sun isnt exactly very good for ur skin ya. but cannot be too fair also, like ghost. so sorry to the fair ppl around. but yea, cannot be so fair tt ppl mistake u for a snowman.

ok i shall be add 2 more pts myself, 8 pts is just not enuff for a ideal person. he MUST NOT BE A LIAR. i hate liars, i hate liars, i hate liars, i cant stop emphasizing it. so dont lie to me. and he must be funny, i mean u dont have to tell jokes but just be funny yea. in some way la.

alrights, the above is seriously for a IDEAL one.
i dont think there will be a such person on earth.
so yea it is just a dream, fullstop.

anyone who wishes to do this can do it.
too lazy and too tired to tag on ur blogs.
shall tag here: the beegirls, ng, tzeshan, keshia[did u do this before? haha]，steph and jh
to do this.

随缘吧.

happy belated mothers' day to all mothers!

and alrights, too much to say, yet dont feel like saying.
fullstop i guess.

ok this rockyou.com thing isnt v user friendly
they got to improve on the loading speed.
the avenues where u can get the pictures
so ma fan to upload to photobucket.com first!
unless i got all e time in e world,
i will not attempt to do this again haha.




ok re the rest of the pics, will post in imagestation or smthg.
long story man. photobucket gives me a headache!

realise phe didnt take photo w her URS slippers! haha.

and sorry paper fan re the ge chang da sai haha yea. jiayous all the competitors!
i will be free in jul to participate yea haha yea.

yea gonna sleep soon
trng tomorrow morning :)

i am supposed to be sleeping now
due to the severe lack of sleep
but i cant sleep cos i just ate a huge pckt of meepok
and if i am so gonna sleep
my spare tyre is so gonna expand and burst soon.

yesterday was a mixture of feelings.
am happy that SO MANY PPL came to visit me. record, sky high, rocket high. peak. whatever haha.
depressed, i shld say, frustrated cos i got the inventory count thing wrong
there was one missing cup and there was a lack of 5 bucks in the register
and as a result, i had to fork out the 5 bucks.
and i managed to solve e prob of the cup somehow lars...
and can u believe tt i left at 1130pm yesterday just cos o all this crap.
and i didnt even mop or sweep the floor
i was damn pissed off.
and there was the prob of the KEY too.
tt i had to wake up at 815am just now and meet gen at 915am to pass her the key and solve the $$ prob last nite.
i realise tt the more kanchiong u get, the worse things get. like 100% true.
so yea it was really bad workin alone yest.
could sense tt this customer was damn pissed off w me cos i took damn long to scoop the family pack.
and i cant believe i actually scooped
2 value packs[500ml]. 1 family pack[1000ml] and the ULTIMATE CHAO BIG party pack[1500ml] yesterday.
all i can say is tt the family pack and party pack suck big time.
and totally no 卖相! looks totally OFF.

and i also discover yesterday that.
the pistachio is seriously and really PEANUT BUTTER.
this girl who workds at venezia too came to tell me.
pistachio is supposed to be greenish.
yea, so tt was pretty embarrassing cos i have no idea how does pist taste like.

yea, and the whole world.
the moment i started work: yimin to e moment i closed shift: lili and xiaohong
told me tt i look SHAGGED.
i look shagged from the beginning.
tt is really BAD. frankly speakg, i cant really sleep well for the past week.
mayb it is due to stress.
exams are over, and i am stressing myself MORE.

alrights, thanks to shini n friend who came, pork n minling, cor n family n steph, sophia, and the whole grp of db ppl!!!!
seriously the db ppl brought me luck.
in a good and bad sense.
good cos business started streaming in like mad e moment they came.
bad cos it was 1/2hr to close shop time and ppl couldnt stop coming and i couldnt stop scooping!
but nevertheless, thanks for coming! lili, xiaohong, alibaba, bel, yunci, teddy n joyce! :)

and my tw trip is still hanging in the mid-air.
guess i was too impatient..i shall wait patiently till everyone's prob is solved.
really hope it will be solved soon so i can book my hotel room ticket in GRAND HYATT!!!!
meanwhile, be patient.

yea!

希望船到桥头自然直!

alrights, i really hate MS like mad now.
and yet i am going back there tonight like again.
to celebrate bb's birthday, all thanks to my 'fantastic idea'.
yea cant wait to see the beegirls! it has been long since we met up!
muggers rule and bridge rules with them around! haha.

and i am so happy tt i found a new prog to mk slideshows! hahaha.

sianlye: u sure cannot load. i just click on it and can leh! hahaha. sure pasta. ok la ur house isnt tt bad just tt cos tt time when i was walking there, i was kind of irascible. on the way back, it is okay lars haha yea.

aj: oh hi! i am working at venezia marina sq!

yea! finally it worked! the youtube thing! hahaha.
More than Words rock! hahaha.

what does pistachio taste like?
peanuts?
this woman actually walked back to complain to me
i think u shld change e sign to peanuts instead of pistachio
it is definitely not pistachio.

and i felt really bad towards this 2 ang mohs
cos they were so friendly
and yet i gave them such small scoops
cos they ask for cone la.
and they ask for lemon and strawberry, so soft ice cream
and i still give them so small scoops. *slaps head.

and i got an aim to work towards:
i need to scoop holeless ice cream.
my belgian choc, dark choc always got holes. very 难看 can.
so paiseh.
i love to scoop yoggi, mint choc, strawberry, raspberry n mango :) hahaa.
and i really love the lemon ice cream.
so gonna buy it on friday
i found out tt weijia's working! hahaha. yea!!!!!!!

and seriously i am wondering,
whose working from 930 to 1pm tmr.
i cant imagine working from morn to nite
i will just be bored to death.
i bought i-weekly to read and it was so boring still!

and i ate calamari for dinner. DAMN CHEAP.
5 bucks only, got 10% discount somemore!
cos the person's sis works in venezia!!! and i think the person gave me like dbl serving!
i plan alr, meesua for dinner tmr! i prefer normal food i realise!

and i dont like it when
ppl come and buy ice cream when i am like tidying up already!
the whole day got 24hrs, why must they choose to come at 10pm!

and yea chk out my working envrt!
























































and today i saw the REAL security camera thanks to ng!
i cant believe i only saw it today
then what are the 2 things which i thot were cams.
ng says they are ALARMS. like faints.

and thanks ng for coming today!
and rs for dropping by to SAMPLE ice-cream!
they def add some SPICE to the stony job.

oh and steph took photos w alfred yesterday,
unbelievable!!!!
and she sent me another photo! hahahaha.
















alfred is in the striped top btw. not the rest. totally cannot stand the lucify guys man.
and dont worry steph, never post the pic of u and alfred...hahaha.

i ordered this new fun meal box from pizza hut!
which isnt fun at all.
the base sauce is really mayo lime sauce man!
i still prefer the always-fantastic hawaiian pizza
and the spicy drumlets. i can finish 10 in one shot
actually i never tried before, but i am sure i can! cos they are simply irresistable! yums!

chk out the pic below!














and SOUL got in yesterday! yea rocks!
they have been in the danger zone for the 4th consecutive week! not fair!!!
i think they are really a not bad boyband!!!!
and i found their performance video on youtube.com! YEAH!!!
ok so pissed, cant upload!
lydia, teach me! when i copy and paste the html, only 1/4 comes out! argh.

and it rained cats n dogs today
and i am such a horrible person cos i didnt bathe aft trng[everyone was all WET btw] and i stink up the whole bus! hahaha. and it was so freezing cold!!! brrrr....
and it sucked quite a bit having to train in the rain.
and u see the lightning streaks, merry xmas man!
water is a good conductor of electricity. i learn tt in pri sch yea.
but yea, what's meant to be is meant to be hahaha.
and i realise we are going to penang soon! yea!!!!
time flies!
how dont time at work pass faster!

i am working ALONE wef tmr! seriously alone.
quite exciting and scared.
and i am really sick of MS. seriously sick.
and going there on fri for changing appetites w the beegirls.
hmm, lets hope what i order will be nice. unlike the other time round.
but the desserts was WOW! hahahaha.

and pork is going for her venezia interview tmr! jiayous!
so many thousand ppl asked me for the number
until i so paiseh, told them pls dont tell the person tt u got the no from me
later the person think i agent man...haha.
it will be fun to work w someone u really noe.
foe eg, last sun cos i went there early...
i worked w weijia for abt 0.5hr.
wow. we talked abt our pri sch days man! and she say my voice changed!
hahahaha, and she mentioned tt we used to sit near each other in pri4.
then i was like, i dont remb!!!!!
those were the days man.

and today, while waiting for the sucky bus 21 again,
st gabs sch bus stopped at the busstop
and i was thinking
how great it will be if i can return to pri sch days.
taking sch bus home.
although the bus driver is pretty a pervert, he will lk whistle at girls. gross!
but he is funny!!!!
and i will never forget the days in pri 2 when jaslyn keep beating me
when i didnt even offend her.
haha i dont bear grudges la. but tt is just part of the memories tt i WONT FORGET.
and i will never forget tt she looks like a ang ku kueh version of her dad.
yea, ccps rocks!!!! hahaha.
i hope i can work w weijia. which is qt impossible. sigh.

and anyways steph, somehow i just had this gut feeling tt the girl is crook. haha
can see one la. gan jue i think! hahaha.
having grown up in a girls sch for 10 years.
and jc doesnt really seem lk a co ed sch either cos i only hang out w girls.
girls sch rock!!!!!!!!!
esp sngs!!!!! hahaha. 圣中! haha.

alrights i am pretty dreading work.
basically, i dread everything.

and sbw is really far!!!! but i guess if u stay there for 10000 years,
u wont think so.
i am still pretty a central-er. central rocks!
but i def hate the central cartoon channel.

and u noe smthg funny, when i see gomez and sylvia lim in plain clothes[not their same old boring blue shirts and blouse], i think they look funny.
my perception of WP ppl is like those blue ppl.
and i bet plus chop stamp, the NCMP will be sylvia lim.

and the thailand 2 apr polls are VOID.
and thaksin better not contest, cos the opposition parties will make noise and riot again!

and today i read this article abt
the high abortion rate in india. abortion of FEMALE FOETUS btw...
and ultrasound is ILLGEAL under India Law. faints.

alrights end of today's news report update. haha.

Happy Birthday Phebe Si En Hui!

the govt shld increase the prices of COE
so there will be less pte cars on the road.
blockg the pathway of my bus 21!
i waited for 30 FREAKING mins and the bus still didnt come
i was so mad tt i MARCHED OFF to tk train to doub and tk nel.
so lame and what a waste of money today!
totally!
i was so PISSED tt i feel lk screaming at everyone along the way.
including this angmoh guy[tourist i think] who kinda pushed me! hurmph!
basically i am v pissed w SBS. they suck they suck they suck.
my blood vessels nearly burst when i was waiting for the stupid bus.

went to sianlye's house to collect the birks today.
and taught her accounting. i mean help.
really sorry tt i wasnt much of a help cos i forgot like 95% of the stuff.
her accountg mod is lk a combi of my aa101, aa102 and ab102 can. so difficult.
good luck for ur ppr tmr!!!!
her house is pretty ulu.
i still prefer my area and will always prefer my area! haha.

i WALK UNTIL i feel like fainting.
so FAR SO FAR so FAR!
her HOUSE IS ALL THE WAY at SEMBAWANG can.
wah lao like not far can
and bus fare like not ex can.
sbs shld stop rising the bus fares. smrt shld stop rising the train fares.
poor uni students like us got to pay like $1.90 for a ONE WAY journey to sembawang.
and $1.90 back.
and i saw the SDP posters at sbw.
errr, ok la. not v professional though.

anyways thanks sianlye for ur beehoon!
at least u noe how to cook bh, i dont even noe.

overall, today is kind of a bad day!!!!!!!!!!

w the exception of SOUL performing more than words!
i seriously never hear tt song before.
they can sing slow songs too!
and i think alfred n ishi sang the best! esp alfred! hahahahaha!
ok go SOUL!!!

i am pretty tired after all the work and all.
it is a vicious cycle tt i am trapped in. sigh.
so many vicious cycles
life is just made of cycles.
and i dont even noe how to cycle properly.
ok tt is not funny.
just smthg to spice up the boring night.

i kind of make 4 new friends at work.
as in cos for the 4 days when i am working, there are ppl working w me.
on wed n thurs, cos i am new.
sat and sun cos wkends.
anyways next week is my turn to work alone on weekdays!
i dont noe whether to say 'i hope there is a crowd' or 'pls no crowd, i scared i cant cope'
cos when there is no crowd, u can just stone there
though my stoning skills are pretty zai alr, but i am tired of stoning
cos NO CHAIR. my legs damn pain la.
my back hurts like mad too.
and i dont noe why it hurts.
i feel like a 90yr old ah ma can.
argh.
and let me comment on my 4 new friends. i guess everyone has their working habits and styles and sometimes it is quite hard to accomodate theirs. so workg alone maybe better. flexible and freestyle.

joyce, the HC girl is damn neat and all. i think she can get the best worker award.
XX, this girl whom i seriously dont really have any liking towards. she is particular at times and slack sometimes too.
YY, she is pretty nice. her friends and family members are like working ALL AROUND venezia. her sis is working opposite and tried to b funny w me by pretending to want to buy ice-cream.
she is biased towards certain ppl i realise. not nice to say it here. hopefully i am wrong eh. but she is cool cos she is in nursing! but i always cant hear what she's talking abt.
ZZ, new friend today. hmm at first i thought she is funny, but after a while, hmm she is still funny and nice[keep asking if i want food] but i think she is crook! haha. just a gut feeling.

so yea no fav co-worker yet!
work still sucks, but today i counted the $$ and inventory correctly! cheers!
but ZZ did most of the tub scooping.
u noe smthg embarrassing happened to me on sat.
i was scooping family pack[third largest takeaway tub] and the tub FLEW OUT OF MY HANDS.
and i kinda let out a scream. sigh. i think the woman's pissed cos if i am her, i will b DAMN PISSED. she waited damn long for her family pack.
i was so scared tt i didnt want to scoop any more tubs.
but today i scooped 2 value packs[the smallest takeaway tub]!
i am pretty scared of the larger tubs. i need to have a firm grip!!!!
maybe i bring superglue to stick my hand there next time.

and i am amazed tt some ppl actually come back to buy ice cream lk everyday
on sat i saw this orange shirt HYUNDAI guy and today again!
and on sat i also saw this jap woman who bought tiramisu and mango
and today she came back again and bought tiramisu
she looks entirely e same, even her clothes :)
haha not implying anything la.

and the chocs n hazelnuts are damn hard like rock on sat.
i was hoping tt ppl dont buy hazelnut
and u noe what
SO MANY CUST act wanted THAT. LIKE PLS GIVE ME A BREAK.
my hands were so gonna break.
and dont buy cone from me cos i havent master the art of scoopg cone.
those cones i scoop, i think they all lugi lk SIAO. haha.

ok basically i got nothing much else to say work.

trng started! and it is pretty tiring.
RUNNING PART. faints.
i need turbo wheels on my legs!
more tough trng to come!

i think i will collapse soon after many 'trng-working-trng-working' days.
and i am so SICK OF MARINA SQ. YUCKS.
i am SO SICK OF MEESUA. i eat that everyday tt i am so scared of going to tt stall
cos the guy there might think i like him or smthg. haha.
and i must say smthg, HOT WING FROM KFC SUCK LIKE MAD.
IT IS freaking ex and it is DAMN NAN CHI!!!! gross! $3.20!
it isnt the old devil drumlets tt i used to like and love and eat. which cost $1.99.

and lastly abt GE.
hmmm, YES PAP WON!!! like DUHS.
as easy as ABC.
but i seriously think pap is pretty on its way to $&^&#&^#.
cos u noe why?
their percentage votes drop quite a lot
and aljunied won only by v LITTLE la.
as far as i noe, many young singaporeans are pretty agst P*P haha yea....
they are feel there is a need for opposition to have an effective chk on the govt and all.
well to me, haha i still prefer pap of course.
but according to shini, everything has been rising like mad.
electricity etc. cost of living in general.
but i seriously CANT FEEL IT cos i am not paying for all the bills.
which make me feel rather insensible and insensitive.
and i seriously feel tt i grow up in an overprotected envrt.
导致 i am pretty dependent on my parents and pretty pampered i feel.
i dont noe how to do so many household chores.
and i dont even noe how to fry a NICE EGG. like *slaps head.
i shld go hit the wall and die.
i need to LEARN BADLY.
so back to pap yea, i am pretty ONs abt them.
to me, without them, spore wont be spore.
and maybe i shld move to potong since their lift is FOC! hahahah.
and someone told me tt everything is rising cos the general stds of livings in the WORLD IS increasing. if we dont increase, we are not able to compete financially, globally and our economy will be on its way to downturn.
THE TRUE WORDS of a NBS BUSINESS STUDENT! haha.
diff fac ppl tend to think differently i realise.
quite an interesting observation i made i feel.

anyways, i was thinkg who in the right mind will vote for SDP. those 30 k plus voters. faints.
hahaha. anws becos of their infamous chief, CHEE, their votes went down! hahahaha.

and i feel sad for sitoh yi pin cos he has been for 10yrs
and potong ppl still dont give him a chance.
i think he might just say BYE to potong haha.
and eric low too!

alrights, to end off this post, a BLUR PIC my sis took when pap came to thank us today
i wasnt at home! it is ALWAYS LIKE TT.
PLS COME when i am AT HOME next time round.
and same as the rest, sianlye and tzeshan and shini,
opp pls come back 5 years later, we WANT TO VOTE! :) haha.














and superband tmr! go SOUL!
i heard SOUL's marks already from NICE STEPHANIE or! hahaha.
finally can take a BREAK TMR and BREATHE properly.

gonna be santa claus again tmr!

no rallies to attend!
hurmph!
nvm 5 years later then.

my left hand feels heavy aft the jab
it was damn fast
LIKE less than 5 secs la.
i thought she cheated my money haha.
anyways, no GEMS card for tt clinic. so slow!
everyone was complaining, WAIT SO LONG.
then u go in, talk to the doctor for less than 5mins, and u are out!
and they earn like average 20+ bucks per patient.
which is like hmmms.

ok ba da news now!

i am so gonna eat grass soon.
u noe my dad got into an accident AGAIN
i think he is okie la.
but the cab is not okie.
like $&^#&%^#. NOT AGAIN.
the last time we had to pay 1.5 k can.
and i had to move out of hall becos of tt[that is partially y i moved out]
and NOW NOT AGAIN.
argh! so pissed. somemore this cab is NEW one.
as in his old cab went in for scrapping last fri and this new cab
barely like 1 week old got into an accident.
i heard it is the other person's fault
i really hope the person wont shirk responsibility and ADMIT tt it is his fault
so we dont have to pay so much la.

sigh seriously why is my life so sucky.
every single thing is sucky.
my studies is like crap, i cant count money properly, i am so sickly, i run so slowly
and i give up so easily[w ref to the kayak issue], i am so bu hui xiang[dont really have the finances to go hol and i still die2 insist on going], acting like a santa claus sometimes....
cant stop lamenting man
though i noe there are other more misfortunate ppl around.
but sometimes i feel like my life is pretty BAD compared to my friends, at least.
my one and only acc friend is jiamin.
and no more.
there are still teammates to hang out with, u can say...
but i guess the bond is not tt strong yet, more time is needed.
my ntu life is qt sad, tt is why i really dont like ntu.
anyways the main root of all probs is ME MYSELF AND I.
i need to change for the better.
but i find it really tough.

and GE is once in every 5 years
and yet i havent gone for any rally.
5 yrs ago, i wanted to go.
but i couldnt find anyone to go with me.
5yrs later, i still cant find anyone.
ok there are ppl who wants to go rally, but they stay so far, so eg ts.
maybe 5 yrs later i will get to go. we will see 5 years later.
sometimes it is pretty hard to find ppl w the EXACT same passion and interest as u.
everyone has a few common interests...but i guess u cant find someone with EXACT ones as u.
even ur twin wont have exact interests as u, i guess.
basically, today i am waiting for my friend to sms me.
maybe i will attend a rally afterall, but maybe not...

and did i mention what a JERK my dad's relief driver is
i think he quitted! so sudden! boo!
and my dad has to drive full time everyday!
his relief is such a drive shuang2 person
he is so freakg rich tt he goes on hols every few mths, nt kidding.
he just came back from turkey. LIKE WOW! u are so rich, Mr XX.

and i am so tired of organising events,
and it really sucks when not everyone can make it on tt day
of course i understd tt everyone has diff schedules.
but i am just complaining tt it is so hard to find a day and timing where everyone can make it.
i agree w shini, sometimes i just feel lk celebrating everyone's bdaes in our dreams.
and it is FOC somemore.

and shini u are right, someone did ask for venezia number today
and tt person is YIMIN! hahahahaha.

and i am missing so many epi of da chang jin.
i heard tt liansheng is with the king. lk wth. means chang jin you jiu le! hahaha.

and last night, i really couldnt tahan i slept AGAIN
before i saw the kiss thing on ba da!
i saw the part on HE LI XIU[the korean ah gua i think] and i fell asleep aft tt.
and he li xiu is so womanly goodness.
but come to think of it,
an image of xu chun mei floats in my mind now when i think of her. haha.

and last nite meng pin tu is damn boring.
junyang only appeared for like 2mins. and he says the same thing
u MUST GET WELL soon. to kelly
and he left the ward. faints. and next week looks like it is focusin on weilian and sinhuey.
boring!

ok my entry is v boring.
oh yest i act heard someone say WOR! so GROSS man.
and this hk-er bought 3 single flavour durian from me! she was like ni men hui jiang guan dong hua ma? hai shi zhi hui pu tong hua!
and guys, next time PLS chk ur change before leaving the counter.
to do us a great favour when accounting for the $$$$.

and i heard tt GE news will be up to 5am on sunday morning.
sigh, if i watch till 5am
i will just fall off the boat on sunday morning.

today i worked w another girl
HENG! but i never ask for her name
cos she isnt tt friendly man. but i noe her name la, from the work roster.
but anyways her presence makes me feel more 'assured'
though i was doing the scoppg most of the time
and today i am still paid $2.50 a day. sigh.
nvm, sat onwards is $5 per hr.
but i have to work alone then.

and many thanks to
ng for coming. it was really a surprise :)
sorry abt the minimal scoop.
will give u a bigger one next time.

cos the girl, weiyan, told me that why give ur fwen so little
when our fwens come, we usually PILE like mad.
but u noe what. today i realise got surveillance camera! faints.
so must do it discreetly haha.
and yea after tt,
lili the rower and youwen the miss you came!
i was EVEN MORE SHOCKED.
and they tried like all the flavours tt was available la.
ok exaggerating, but really a lot.
and in the end, they only bought 2 flavours cup! box them man!
ok kidding man, of course i rather have ppl visit me,
cos or else, business is pathetic. though sales today is better than yest.
i was practically stoning when they came.
anyways they told me tt the kayak coach told me to go back to complete e course.
faints. as if i will. got to overcome tt phobia first.
but i am glad tt everyone is so understanding!
and of course, lili! thanks!
i am looking4wrd to training w the team on sat n sun!
though it is gonna be tough cos i havent run/gymed for abt 2 weeks!

and lastly came, layyee and daphne!
my ex kpmg colleagues! layyee's hair is lk not black.
and daphne is taking FTC-financial trading course[i think] which is like FAINTS.
and she told me tt roger left! cos he isnt promoted! wonder if his wife is still there. haha.
and bena[my snr!] and ronald[the big one] left!
so many ppl left and i am sure tt there are many more!
the turnover rate at KPMG IS THAT HIGH. scary
and quite sad also! sad tt bena is gone, must be jacob's fault.

anyways thanks to all tt came.
cos most of the time, i am stoning like seriously STONING[my stoning skills r superb]
and pacing up and down!
and today i prepared like 4 value packs! goodness.
so hard la. need a lot of strength. hopefully trng will help!
hazelnut is DAMN HARD TO scoop la. like ROCK la.
and today tartufo SOLD OUT! like WOW! it is my fav.
but i only lk to scoop sorbets cos they are the softest! haha.

and i KEEP COUNTING the money wrongly
the x-read always dont tally w the money in the register. sigh.
i HAVE TO get it RIGHT! i must!

and there is a HUGE MOTH in my room. argh.

and time for meng pin tu now!
yea! cheers! jy rocks! hahaha

and ba da news later!!!!
xiao zhu and xiao S's safe kiss!

and PAP just cant stop talking abt gomez.
and i havent been to any rallies. SIGH!!!! ULTRA BIG SIGH! last day alr tmr!

work really sucks
without the nice hc girl joyce yesterday
i would have died
the ice cream i scooped is like $^$&^#%.
and i am so slow at everything.
seriously svc industry really not easy to work in.
maybe i aint suited for it at all.
i dont like the idea of saying
"HI WELCOME!" so loudly and chirpily.
when i am such a monotonous person.
i am working ALONE with effect from today
i am really scared i tell you.
like 100%.
there are so many things to do
and yest i keep counting the money wrongly.
whats wrong w me.
i am seriously a disgrace to the accounting faculty.
i hate to work under stress
i hate to work alone.
i hate to eat so sneakily cos we cant eat openly.
i rather go to sch to study, seriously, cos if i dont like it i can just dont go to sch.
and i rather work in kpmg. cos at least i got a life back then.
i have weekends n pub hols free.
and working hrs are just ok.
not like now.
i ended ard 1030pm w the help of joyce.
i really hope i can end at 1030pm today too.
and somemore my dad fetched me home yest.
today i am going home myself
i predict i will just fall flat when i reach home.
yest, i couldnt even wait till 1am for ba da news.
my eyes were closing the moment i lay on the bed.
this job is sucking away all my energy and life.
but i dont have other choices.
and i will be bound for 3 months.
i am just so gonna quit on 3aug!
cos i hate this job.

and today i am even more loser-ish
cos i didnt go for the second part of my 1star kayak course.
why? cos i dont want to do the capsizee drill again
i did it like 3 times yest and i failed all 3 times.
cos i really couldnt be submerged underwater for 6secs.
i cant like tap the hull/haul? 3 times
cos my legs just auto come out when i cap.
it is like NATURAL RXN u noe.
i really cant do it
and of course i feel damn major sucky
when the rest of my teammates who went did it.
i am being such a loser i noe.
but i really cannot overcome my fear.
i bet the coach yest must tink i am a loser
but i dont care
cos i am really scared.
i kept thinkg of it before i slept yest nite.
and i noe lili's damn pissed off w me for not going.
i feel really bad.
but i really think kayaking is good trng for db ppl.
and it is quite fun.
but i just dont like the capsize part.

yest was really bad. i couldnt even find a single bathing plc in macritchie
and michelle and i had to tk bus to tp stadium to bathe
and there was only one pathetic cubicle.

yest was just bad.

and i am really tired.
and there are so many other things to do
and i think tmr i will go for my typhoid jab.
i think i am weird
cos i rather go for jabs than cap.

and i havent been keeping up w GE news.

i hate my life now.

and in any case u guys wanna work in venezia.
sms me i got the number
and i can see tt they are really short handed.

oh i forgot to post the picture of the opposition poster i took yest
i had to take it discreetly















cos i think ppl will think i am mad la hahaha.
anws e SDA ppl wear suit can. look quite seh haahaha.
but this is not a business formal wear ceremony
why wear so formal. not 亲民! hahahaha.
ok i am NOT that pro PAP la.

and the mayday concert was pretty boring
i fast forward until my recorder looks like it is giving way.
and junyang replaced weilian! hahaha.
ok weilian was ill.
jy's album coming out at end of may! exciting man.

and the james gomez guy is damn famous la.
pap ppl keep harping on tt issue.
he is the hottest guy now man!

btw i tink Low Thia Khiang is really funny.
the way he speaks and reacts.

there is smthg seriously wrong with superband today
why is every grp getting like 32 and above.
goodness, 太好了！
most imptly, is SOUL! haha.
they look pretty cute w the school boy image
and alfred looks damn good with tt cap.
stupid steph went to watch and didnt tell me. how could she
and she said she saw derrick there!
did u tk photo w derrick?
ok GO SOUL!
WO DE MAI KE FENG!
superband makes ppl pretty high i realise
all the grps are so zai. goodness.
Juz-B is so funny can.
OH MAN, they sang Kiss GOODBYE. damn hard lars. zai!!!!
and the yao zi is damn good!

and i cant wait to watch the labor day concert i recorded!
renfred! and dean!

and spent a bomb today.
orange and red rocks.
bought the BB PRESENT, which rocks even more.
really squeezed out all the brain juices tt we got.

anws i followed the pap van today.
though i could just walk str n head home. haha.
but i couldnt see the MP.
and seriously, it shld stop raining.
spare a thought for the MPs!

alrights, back to superband. cos it really rocks.
and will upload today's pic in photoblog!

aud: venezia marina sq next week yea.

lydia,
http://www.geocities.com/from_da_soul/
check it out! haha.
remb to watch ch u 730pm tmr.
but they are s12. means come out ard 845pm? yeahs.

and steph says i blog v long
so today's one shall be short and sweet.

bkk trip cancelled. but planning for tw now. haha.

and today i realise scooping whipped potato is a skill.
not easy.
行行出壮元 can!
cant my mother understand that.
and it is a only a TEMP JOB for goodness sake.
svc industry is tough i foresee.

and anyways my life will revolve around venezia, db from next week onwards.
find me at venezia or kallang haha.
i really need all the s-11 in the world.

i forgot what i wanted to say already!
main point= I MUST WATCH A RALLY this GE.
today in the shop,
this girl asked me
"can u vote?"
i EXCLAIMED[i really did and i think she got a shock] CANNOT!
i WANT TO VOTE!

btw tt girl amused me as she told me
she applied for job cos she want to sell ice cream
as in she REALLY WANTS to be an ice cream girl k!
so interesting!

btw before the whole world ask me to intro lobang.
i need to tell u guys smthg.
need to go for injection
$20bucks. some typhoid thing.
cos food industry yea.
hate needles man.

seeing needles on tues again.