ok i applied for ntu and smu
basically
both applications are damn screwed to the ultra max kind
like i call smu like everyday
and i get damn pissed off cos they don seem to want to pick up ur calls
like hello. i call ard 2 and they are still not bac from lunch mehs?
maybe? but at least there shld be one person available
do they noe what is called
working ppl are busy. arghs.
i can so memorise their names now
melissa chang, ong si ying and lim shi ni.
and lim shi ni really sounds like lim shi ni from my class
as in the voice!!!!
and yeahs i actually forgot the ans to my secret qn. so dumb.
really hope smu receives my documents.
i can only say tt my house com and office laptop are two idiots
totally screwed nails man.
with all the popups and anti-popups(when the pops are supposed to show kind)
i was thinking
is it i am not fated for university?
whatever it is, I REGISTERED already.

i kind of lost my way around raffles place todae.
actually i think right the caltex house building is not really caltex hse
as in tt building consists of caltex house, change alley and hitachi tower. am i right aud?
so anyways i walk one whole big round around raffles place
then i finally found hitachi tower at 1pm.
got a stamp and yeahs. the package is on its way to smu le i guess?

maybe i shld counting down to june15.
tt is abt 2.5 mths more.
wef tmr.
wef managing consultants are gonna be called managers
i relli hope i remb to change the designation!!!

i don't like to be forced into doing things.

quake in north sumatra
measuring 8.5 on the Ritcher Scale!
oh man!

heard that ppl in the EAST didnt feel it
damn
that's the thing with living in the central area.
u kind of get everything u see
from good stuff like NEAR TOWN
to bad stuff like this!!!

i really hope
no one's injured in the quake in N. Sumatra.
really hope there will be no more natural disasters
this suddenly make me think twice
of saving money, lunching in tmr :(

guess what
i felt the earthquake
AGAIN
oh man
i thot i was like mad or sthg
i felt qt dizzy.
then i stood on the floor
and really MOVING.
went to wake my mum up!
she thot i was laughing!
like HUHS.
i was telling her
GOT EARTHQUAKE!
anyways, my dad continued SLEEPING.
some of my floor neighbours went down already.
both side of my neighbours woke up
dogs were barking like mad.
my fan was making weird sounds.

God, please stop the earthquake.

shake a bit like that
i think damn bad alr
what abt those earthquakes in taiwan and japan.
seriously, spore is still the safest! :)

smu is so so so..
BUSY? is tt the correct word?
called them like siaos during lunch
alrights i noe it's LUNCH, they shld be eating too. but i think they shld have spared a thought for ppl like US, the working ppl?
anyways, finally managed to get through.
and yeahs.
apparently, i got the fav colour wrong. which is so funnie.
i was kind of arguing with the person
i mean, i didnt put black. who e heck put black for me.
and yeahs, called ntu as well.
at least there was kind sharon on the line.
and yeahs answered my queries re the study loans.
so i am going to apply now!
yes i noe i am SLOW.
hahas.

i realise we are the youngest in jap class
went around asking everyone their age todae
Oikutsu-desu ka?
means what is ur age.
my goodnes we are the only jokers around. 18! can faint.
hahas.
some cornie guy told layyee that he is 17. i am sure lahs!
he is charles san btw.
and some guys relli got feng du.
say ladies 1st. hahas.
so anyways, everyone was damn shocked when i said i am 18!
do i look tt OLD.
average age is around 23! yeahs.

did i mention that i lost mono in office
was looking for it
but yeahs. sigh.
why do i keep losing things in office.
and today, i got to talk on the phone
to my senior who sits only a few metres away.
how i wish the temp staff got fones to themselves
in fact i think a pager will suit us more.

and mgt treat us to some damn nice chicken pie todae
some DON chicken pie club. high class!
:)
wonder where they got it from!

sec sch sci is getting tougher.
they no longer ask qns like
describe the process of digestion in the stomach kinda thing.
they ask
1)why does jerry feel less hungry when he eats a jam sandwich rather than a piece of chicken?
2)how does a sardine bun make jerry less hungry?

i couldnt ans such qns.
paiseh.
but at least now i noe
I SHLD EAT SARDINE DAILY.
save money
get hungry slower hahas.

wanted to buy a wallet today
went og albert park and chinatown
in the end, NO MORE STOCK
nvm, spent so much $$ on tpt.
and on other stuff
like eating in west lake restuarant in og chinatown.
btw, do u guys noe tt the eating place in people's park is under renovation now?
and in the morning,
i went to this toyogo factory
sell damn a lot of plastic boxes.
CHEAP somemore.
hahahs.

my uni applications is so not smooth sailing
with the loans stuff and smu thinking i am from cambodia or something.
damn pissed off now.
i regret not registering earlier
damn.

no work=no consumption power=AE function cannot shift up=NY cannot increase.
stds of living will fall.
hahas.
econs!
my brains are becoming relli useless
i cant really remb the terms anymore
suddenly i feel that 2 yrs of education have gone to waste. damn.
work work work.
boring boring.

squeeze mrt with so many ppl in the morning
listen to them blast music
are u mad? so early in the morning.
seriously, do they care for their ear drums?
ears are precious in my opinion.
even if u wan to listen to music. don need ON SO LOUD.
and thgs get worse when they listen to songs like. DUO DIAO. argh.
go to work. cant even sit still for 1/2 hr.
snr send email and say
can u print this email and pass me the file thereafter?
and i visit the photocopier like no one's business
then why there are tons of ppl behind me.
i got this feeling tt they are kan-chionging me.
then i feel damn stressed up. arghs.
and i HATE removing the staple bullets(whatever u call them).
damn pain lahs.
yeahs yeahs can use stapler
but u noe ppl liek me. so rough.
easily tear the ppr.

lunch time. queue up like mad.
sometimes end up buying lousy food.
which spoils ur dae.

time to go home.
eat sleep wake up
another day.
damn sians.

i relli treasure my public hols now.
and fridays esp.
i dislike mon to thurs.
esp MON.

talking abt MONs.
i am so gonna have dinner tmr.
no way am i gonna stay TILL LATE argh.

just created a post A-s album. yeahs.
must really put my camera to good use man!
but like how?
sigh. nvm.
it's saturday!!!
anyone wants my jc notes pls tell me
cos i think i wan to give them away.
no more biology no more chemistry in my life.
what a day!

i am so in love with wheat grass drink now
drank it twice todae!
once at siglap
and once at home.
slept for 3 hrs
kind of replenished my energy already :)
hahas
watched june's church play in the morning
boy, the demon in front of aud was so damn scary lahs
i love looking at the indian boy's rxn just now
so hilarious.
kids are so innocent. haahs

what a night
concluded tt
some guys r really despo.
i think we shld go to the VICTORIA place next time hahas.
felt damn weird in the place?
luckily, we had joanne around
and shini who laughs damn non stop and loudly hahas.
and the martini was gross.
so bitter.

i concluded that if a fire is so gonna break out in the office
we will all survive!!!
there are so many sprinkles around. whatever u call them!
the office is so empty now.
ham and mushroom bread from 4 leaves is so nice! :)

3rd post of the day
was supposed to watch MY BROTHER but
hahas
i found sthg NICE to LOOK at hahas.
my brother shall wait!

hi miche! hahas
quite glad tt we talked on the fone tt dae for like 10mins?
realise we havent talked for LONG i mean more than 1 min?
on the phone hahas.
when ng comes back from BKK.
let's go out!

and aud,
i told my colleague the story todae.
and i don noe why she thinks it is damn funnie
maybe i am too money minded hahas.
alrights, yeahs. 845am.
see u and HIM hahas.

was just thinking that
it is quite weird to smile to a machine.
but smiling to a camera aint tt bad? hahahs.
i think my blog music rocks.
was listening to it in office todae
and i am so gonna have 4 leaves bread for lunch tmr!
so much work to do!

oh btw ppl commented that my blog music is nice
i am hearing it now
thru some other sources! hahas
:)

nothing on tv interest me now.
maybe when apr comes, it will get better.
why is shi zhi lu kou on sat.
why cant everything be like before? hahas.
no nice 9pm show to watch now.
don feel like watching the nkf one now.
eveyday come online, read blogs.
bathe, sleep. so boring so no life.
go to work...fast forward LUNCH. fast even more forward. time to go home!
and yeahs everything repeats itself.
and yeahs money woes.
i spend damn a lot on food todae
and i am damn pissed with sheng siong woman.
audrey, tell u on friday ok!

i want to go holiday everyday.
around the world!
not stuck in spore.
after i bought my cam, realise there aint any use for it now.
i mean i aint going for hol or what.
sigh.

i cant stand the spendthrift me.
10 bucks today on food?

tmr i shall spend just 2 bucks.

---------------:(

i cant understand why are some ppl so
close to their ____
and i cant?
maybe cos i am weird. that's the reason i bet.

i try to be nice sometimes.
but no one really bothers.
somehow, no matter how hard u try.
u will still lose.
just like i keep losing yesterday.

and i seriously cant stand my hair colour
liek some major ah lian
I HATE IT.
wht has happened to the guai
qt high belt liting in sn.
i actually thot of wearing the vj uni
to see how i look with golden hair.
must be totally gross and off.
i miss wearing the tie. makes u look smart hahas.

and i am so lazy to sign up for unis.
why cant it be JAE huhs.
troublesome. waste my time and MONEY mans.
i think i shant apply for nus. save 10 bucks
which can be added on for jay's concert fund or vcd.

my colleague says listening to jay's songs makes her energetic!!!
but tt does not apply to me.
seriously.
it makes me feeel v sad. but again i don mind hahas.
it is just some soothing music for me.

i wish i had all the money in the world.

in my opinion,
the anti-drugs concert seem to be promoting DRUGS instead
hahs. guess the crowd was too rowdy...and HIGH man.
almost all the songs sung were ROCK yeahs.
fann wong was obviously not singing lah
lip-syncing.
i must save extra hard to get jay's album this weekend.
the concert i mean. hahas.
plus wang li hong's cd! don care i gonna get the bugis street one! hahas.
i need to do my jap hmwork soon. tired.

class outing to mr teo's house which in my opinion is nice!!!!


hmm. i think interior designers are cool! hahas.


but he kind me made us walk damn long before we reach TM.


ate the yu bian mee fen. not nice man.


and went arcade. goodness i lost every game i played terrible


esp the SOCCER games. which i think i played for like 2 hrs str. terrible/


relli tired now.


oh smu open hse was well......


the lift up equinox is COOL.


the lift was really fast huh ng and miche?


69th floor


bird's eye view of smu.


lots of green windows.


everyone seem to make accountancy sound so easy.


oh well...


alrights gtg to watch the anti drugs concert i recorded :)

sometimes, it is v difficult to make ppl around u as happy as u are.
sometimes, when u are down.
ppl around u are so happy.
weird.
my mood fluctuates lk a pendulum seriously.

nvm, that is not the point.
PEACE.

shall get ready to go out with
the darls for smu open house.

yes, i went to all threee. madness right.
and
last night, i slept damn early.
missed the chance of applying for iras scholarship.
seriously,
am i wasting my time?
i don noe. just trying la.

ok there's anti-drugs concert tonight.
so happy :)

ok new layout again. not again right.
got rather bored of the dull and boring black one.
alrights, this aint v FANTASTIC also.
oh, and i relli suck at html.
cant change the profile word for nuts. argh. maybe i shld relli take some it module in uni. to upgrade myself. :(
and i cant resize photos too.
some kind soul, teach me? what prog to dl?
and i deleted ard like at leats 100 songs from my computer. those downloaded from kazaa last time. i dl-ed so many diff kinds of songs tt i dont listen to now.
when i am more free(lk today), i shall do sthg re this blog. maybe this sunday or something.
i relli look forward to the good friday hol. time to relax :) again!

took leave today.
i am supposed to DECIDE on what to study today.
and apply for the various scholarships.
ok not various. actually ONE. hahas
but i am so lazy to fill in the form, like SOMEONE.
--> watching amazing race now, rob n amber just took the cabs of 2 blondes. someone tell me their names? hahas.
need to come online again later to look at the various uni courses again.
saw this TP hospitality mgt course advert on ST todae. but. u noe what. it cost 12k per annum. it is a 2 yr diploma. and there are still lots of misc fees. sigh. no fate i guess.
if interested, chk it out here
tourism academy

had a wonderful dream last night. erms maybe to ng. but sorry not to me. hahas.
and guess what,
i also deleted like many many pics of ian thorpe and takeshi in my com.
maybe i am too old for them already. as in i find their pics extra in my com now.
but i will still support them man! hahas.

maybe my last blog entry is too like mean.
but i was really upset yeahs.
not tt upset now. i am OK now :)
just feel lk taking a break from everything now.
shopping. chilling out.
i just love my bed now :)

can i complain abt work again?
i dont like to type b1s. i am so sad tt they came in.
lunching in tmr! no choice.
cos i am on leave today.
ng warned me re the PILES of work on my table.
i am glad tt the whole thing ends on 15june.
come quick, 15june :)
i need a long break before
sch starts.

i need to slim down
as in seriously.
u guys are not me, u don noe where are the fats in my body
after this week, i shall exercise...
to burn the fats and i think i need to cut down on fastfood
LJS SUCKS. i tell u. disutility only.
only like the clam chowder.
mos burger has not bad fish burger and corn soup and ice milk tea(craving for it now)
mos...only like mcflurry.
kfc...cheese fries...

i am still finding a western restuarant
whereby i can find relli nice food there
i dislike cartel. call me weird ok.

what a long blog post.
pardon me.

amazing race now---

am i v petty?
do i get angry easily?
do i always say i want to box, kill ppl easily?
maybe i need a psychologist?
audrey, u wanna treat me for FREE. haha
hormones raging i guess. sounds GROSS.

i live in a world of my own
i do not let ppl into my world easily
and i hope ppl in my world dont leave.
net movement=zero in my world.
but i think net movement is getting to become minus value.
i am apologetic for my words.
sometimes, i know i am making a big fuss over the whole thing
that is why my pri sch best fwen kind of become so distant from me now. *sigh
i can still remb what happened and which day
maybe she doesnt. but i do
cos i really treated her as a good fwen of mine.
anyways, that is not the point now.
the point is.
i think i must change
BUT i cant! simply cant!
i think i better become a nun or sthg
so i can have peace in my mind.
no one to bother me. no one to make me angry
no one for me to get angry over.
i can then be happy in my own way.
optimistic. not like now.
re the spate of incidents tt happen recently,
maybe i aint a good friend enough.
maybe i just have no luck lah.

on a lighter note,
jap was hilarious
i was asked to pronounce this word
OBOETEKUDASAI( hope the spelling is right). i stood damn quiet.
stupid layyee dont wan to help ME.
anyways, then i kind of called the SENSEI to teach me lors
damn paiseh like hello* everyone knew how to pronounce their words 'cept for me
btw the age range is really goodness. man. lke i think we are the youngest
got like EXPATS. LOOK like lahs hahas.
and they are really KEEN LEARNERS
they read damn loudly.
i think i am mad. i keep laughing for no reason. sometimes, the words sound quite hokkien man hahas. i am mad lahs.
anyways tt chim jap word means pls remb
i tell u ah after i paiseh myself i rem tt word alr
and got this part exchange name cards(some lame name cards we made on the spot)
i made only like 3 fwens :( haha all girls.
better than nothing.
went to the front to exchange namecard with yumi tcher. not tt i want. paiseh la.
singapolu kara kimashita! means i am from singapore
NIHON is japan
chogoku is china. A ME RI KA is america
haha
ok...tired alr. gtg...

I HATE PPL WHO PS OTHER PPL
i don care
i noe the word HATE is too strong
but i tell u
i dont give a DAMN now.
wthell lahs
spoil my day.
whatever lahs ok.

pls do not break promises
u will only break ppl's heart
and make tt person's blood BOIL
when u do so.
D A M N
so sorry mayo, u have to bear with my $^#&*#( online now...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FREAK.

i was RATHER excited abt living in a HALL
minutes ago
now not so excited alr hahas!
anyways.
i am going ntu tmr
to check it out man!
hope it will be less crowded than
NUS hahas.

安静


词曲：周杰伦


只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

sigh!
i like jay chou's slow songs
though i also cant relli get what he is singing
but somehow his voice rocks! and makes me feeel sad
i think it feels good to feel sad at this time
late at night
hahas
ok i sound mad.
i mean humans cant be HAPPY all the time right
u need to experience some setbacks also.
not tt i want.
but anyway my point is tt this song rocks haahs
and i read tt sly and maia are getting married? like wtheck?
do they think marriage is an ANYHOW issue
ok don get it wrong
i am still single hahas.
anyways pls treat marriage with more respect
not a child's play!

relli feel lk getting the jay's vcd tmr! ah
sigh! songjh! does bugis sell it? the concert vcd? hahahs.

btw i want to exterminate all antz
pls return to ur treetops
not my hse.
argh
i sound lk some clean freak like raymond from 9pm show!

--warning
--> do not eat ajisen alone. as in i strongly advise u to share with someone.but then right when u share with someone, like not enuff.
is there something WRONG WITH ME? sigh.
but anyways the company was great! :)
i dinner-ed with ng btw hahas.

my eng is rather LOUSY now!
as in it wasnt fantastic lah
anyways i saw my econs teacher in PS todae
i think cos i cut my hair and dye my hair lk some major AH LIAN
so she didnt recognise me lahs. so sad
better not anyways
i am too ashamed to see her :(

alrights, time to sleep...

hmm
i shant anyhow spent my salary liao.
after getting the cam and jap class
which is like abt 1000 bucks in all. roundiing off la.
$1,000 u noe! not 10 bucks or 100 bucks. tt is damn a lot!
sigh. but i am happy tt i didnt spend it buying some crap.
like some shirt tt i wont wear or sthg..
i always buy the WRONG stuff.
seriously.
feb salary is banked in alr. like not fast? zoom zoom?
got our JAN payslip todae. $0.50 to cdac
58 bucks to cpf. yes. cpf acct growing strongeer hahas.

still thinking of getting some nice cds!
like guang liang!
jiehui and steph! besides tong hua, anything else tt is nice in his album. haahs.
still remb the CHEAP CDS in china.
oh, tt reminds me i can go bugis street to buy cds. but erms never pay tax there goods. a bit illegal. oops. haahas. but who cares? donnoe la see 1st.
and jay's vcd! if i have money
i will buy a dvd player
heard the pictures are really sharp and nice...

uni is so expensive. better save up.
money is impt.
look at the family of four who died.
terrible father.
owe 6 loansharks so much $$.
the children are only 4 and 12 respectively.
so young..
still many years of life to go.
so ppl moral of the story, save up!
ate nice sotong today. a bit spicy though
kangkong is lousy. no chilli.
egg was too salty
but ng likes it. which is lk omgosh.

still thinking of the uni
but kind of settled on sthg alr.
after reading the nanyang business sch book yest night.
quitedumb
i don noe why i spent so long reading a SMALL BOOK like tt.
still waiting for this sat's nus open hse.
maybe i can find some course in nus tt interest me?

still waiting for form b1s to come in.
some kind soul buy the few of us a typewriter?
i don wanna fight with others for it.
i cant breathe soon.
literally
and mentally? whatever u call tt lahs. yeahs.

did i mention tt i borrowed MY BROTHER
from my colleague.
but i most prob cant fin watching
looking at e time now. sigh.
i try la hahas.

ennui*

----can a piece of ice melt?---

---qt hard, but can try---

why is the picture so damn big? argh. pic quality has to be set to FINE. std is lousy.

is my table very messy? haha
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sometimes.
when things are gone,
u begin to treasure it.
sometimes,
when u get the thing u want,
u realise u don relli want it afterall.

---all abt life.

sim lim square is too freaky for me.

my whole feb salary. and my new best friend.

i seriously have no idea what course to take
i noe i may be shot by some ppl by saying this.
but the thing is
nothing interest me
'cept bumming ard at work everyday.
work is like &*$^$^. yeahs.
it makes me all stressed up
and i hope it wont worsen my medic condition
i don want to go bac tmr
to be loaded!
apr 15. deadline for filing of income tax returns. oh man.
feelin damn stressed up
one stupid JCF i need to take so long to complete
plus my dumb laptop has some dumb virus.
but i got to say golden shoe has got really nice food! yumms.
sians diaos gonna lead a mundane life again wef tmr.
and i still don noe what i want in life~
how?
ntu accounting has got such stringent requirements.
totally.
my desires were seriously reduced to dust after talking to the ntu guy yesterdae.
btw Nanyang Business School sounds cool eh hahas.
ahhhhhhh. sigh.

i had a great time mourning with my fellow fwens tt dae. after results. hahas.
we just kept eating.
chingchow which sucks i realise.
aijisen ramen! mushroom rocks! the ebi ting and the dumplings...
and mcflurry...
and nydc yesterdae. haha.
threee amigos eh! hahas.
oh and arcade. the drums!

alrights,
i seriously hope everyone can make a wise choice and get into ur desired choice
btw i don noe why must they make us pay
smu is always MORE EX. &%*$*(#.
15 bucks.
if i KS, apply for all 3
wont it be like 35 bucks. crap man.
so expensive.
all these unis.

uni is freaking ex btw
though there is the moe tuition grant thing
but still.
EXPENSIVE.

i was so so so SCARED
when i knew my name wasnt on the 3As board.
and duhs of course 4As gen bu hui you la.
cried like crap when mr teo told me my results?
i anyhow sign my name la. heck.
overall, my class guys are DAMN ZAI i think. madness
like huhs.
got 2 4As, 3 3As and the other 4 also not bad.

alrights,
cheer up to all!

i hope i will make a right decision for uni
and not anyhow choose a combi like jc
just cos i don lk phy.
i suck at bio and econs
crap.

felt super dui bu qi mrs lim
though she is a rather BLUR teacher
luckily i didnt see her todae la.
is she still in vj?
did her husband transfer to hc or sthg?

sometimes.

u seriously don reap what u sow.
though i didnt relli sow a lot for econs and bio
but still.

alrights, shall stop complaining
in case darts come my way.

how i wish we can go bac to 'o's period.

oh man how much my com suck
cant access hotmail lahs.
argh
just lk the laptop in the office.
did a whole day of admin todae
NO CHARGEABLE time like tt
my senior told me at e end of the dae
the chargeable time doesnt matter
if they wanted to assess us?
dots. dots.

I MUST FINISH as many tax comps as possible tmr
stress stressed!!!!
kan-chiong is the word to use.
all the way hahas.

ALL the BEST to ALL tmr!

i had a nightmare
re my results yest night
luckily my mum woke me up from my dreams
the funny thing is
jay chou appeared in my dreams
he is my civics tutor lahs
and he sang qi li xiang
damn funni can
and my fwen with me then
was this pri sch fwen of mine!

getting overly excited is no good
calm down...
P E A C E.
alrights, wonderful
it is confirmed.
my sister had to sms me to tell me tt.
argh.
alrights.
i can speak jap lk no one's business soon.
ok i am sure lahs
ok.
i want to eat parkway food on fri
ching chow.
and my minced meat noodle!