i cant bake i cant bake i cant bake.
poor estimation-

all i can say now is tt i am super duper ultra sleepy now...
therefore i came online, hoping tt i can GAIN more energy.
yups. guess it helped cos wo de cuo is on 933 now.
it's true, many a times it's my fault.
got scolded by ma todae.
yea. it's my fault.
tmr is a v long dae.
and i have chem test.
but i am so sleepy now i cant study
plus international trade SUCKS.
out of 22 mcqs think i onli got 5 mcqs right.
i need to approach econs tutor for help soon
i cant handle macro econs!!!

xin ming bao featured an article on ST NICKS!!
we are going to hv a new recipe book i think
it cost 39 bucks though.
my old book is with my cousin. i want it bac from HIM man
donnoe why my mother gave it to him. argh-
oh they have the chicken wings recipe in the new cook boook.
oh man, how much i missed the FRIED FOOD DAY=wed!
the fried wantun, zi cai ji, 30c normal tasty HOT chicken wings
and the fried chicken wings...and the fried rice from tt stall
and peanuts porridge!!!
i want to go bac to SN to eat man!! yummies-
managed to starve again todae. until just now.
cannot take it man. had a stick of meatballs.
badminton was quite FUN todae! hahas-
my classmate is SUPER DUPER ULTRA pro man.
seems better than the teacher. erms. sch team! wad can u xpect?
hahas- super tired now. what a Looong dae-

i am scared of the bird flu man.
it's in indon now. getting nearer. hais.
what's the world coming to man?

guess my brain is saturated after the 10 mini
SAT quizzes. when i mean mini it's relli mini.
15qns each yups. onli practised on verbal.
erms. for maths. i can onli say best of luck to myself tmr-
hope i don screw up for the maths part?!
chu er is damn sians for ME.
everi yr it's like that. but wells. it's okie.
i finally bathed early todae.
cos i had a tummyache. must be i ate too much food.
fish maw todae. kind of sucks COS. it's too salty.
craving for a cold drink now. pepsi. here i come!

good luck to all tking SATs tmrs~

okie it wasnt tt bad CNY.
cos 1stly, i didnt see my sucky cousin, jonathan ong n family
2ndly, erms the food was superb!
and tt's all haahs. erms my CNY visitation(ng, ur word!) is that short.
two ah ma's house and tada, we are done~
hahahs. good huhs.cant believe it that it's raining now~
and it's CHU ER kaes. hope my dad gets some business man haha-
maybe the sad part was when i saw maternal ah gong.
i am serious. but can i tell u guys tt he looks seriously malnutritioned.
like some african guy who hasnt ate for days.
as in i am NOT being mean over here. why will i anyway.
he's sucha nice ah gong.
he still works at the temple can.
he's so sick tt we nearly sent him to the YI YUAN yesterdae.
hais- guess my maternal grandparents aint having a good life.
as in they never had ever since they are born-
hope they are fine. hope ah gong will be fatter when i see next yr-
it's weird cos my aunt and my ma dont talk to ah gong.
as in hardly talk. i don noe lahs-

okie. SATs tmr.

whatever.
i just pissed my dad off.
he left.
cos i didnt ans him when he keep asking
"want to go a not?"
arghhhhhhhhh.
i feel lk crying now..
i don noe. as in i relli don noe if i made a correct decision not to go over.
act. i was abt to tell him tt "i go bathe 1st"
but weellls. bet my ah ma and ah gong will be damn bloody pissed off with us.
no angpows never mind. but erms i don relli want the relationship betwin us and and my grandparents to turn out bad. sour. whatever-

and i am sad tt i cant go for the senior jnr class outg. as in lunch
on 30th jan.
cor did u realise we got interact. Oops it's me onli act.
u got camp craft.
oh fine. never mind-
realli wan to be lk close to the jnr class. since s1m was qt unfrenly towards US.
still hate myself for not making fwens with p_____. useless-
whatever lahs. very stressed now.
i pray tt tmr morning will be fine.

btw. i look lk a retainee with a guai face when i walk ard town in sn uni 2dae.
hmmm. shouted "well done robert" and "go chin bock" with aud todae.
how i wish everi classmate can shout with US.
like tt more FUN. but wells. hais.

okie. i found out who my SP is.
erms. donnoe whether to cry or luff at his actions.
cos he READ the letter in front of me.
so obviously i noe who he IS.
craps.
argh. feelin very in a dilemma now.
Mother and Father, who to obey?
happy cny in advance to all-

i relli wish i was born in a happy family.
no probs.
no enmity betwin ah ma and mother-
no sucky cousins. like jonathan ong.
no sucky aunts like his mother. anna sthg.
no weird cousins lk the neos. as in cos we don talk to each other.
i am envious of other ppl like corinne!!!
so close to her cousin.
qt close to mother side cousins though.
but wells. onli one side.
why does everythg have to tk place again during the cny period.
SATs suck-

okies. realise sucker is not a very good word afterall-
it's lk. erms mine SP is relli one s..........
he is weird, lame, dumb, and don noe what-
hahas...still write to me using his e other hand(i don noe whats the name of the hand. as in i noe there's a adjective for it. not crippled huhs?)
okies. SATs on SAT. okie. so qiao!
and they suck. serious-
hahas.
HAppiE new yEar to aLl~
enjoy CNY-

i hate the CNY eve steamboat...
my paternal grandma is lk DAMN biased.
sucker..
mine fav word now. mine SP is a sucker also.
whatever-

damn it! i am so poor now. after yesterdae's ikea trip.
don feel lk doing homework now. damn damn damn.
argh. think i cant give some ppl presents dis yr.
wth...and why on earth do i have a mother
who keeps complaining to ppl abt how poor i am.
i noe i AM. argh. useless.

i cant believe it tt ng hasnt bathe yet since yesterdae..
as in she is still in her vj uniform. so dirty and smelly can.
i admit i always take naps last time in mine vj u...
but then i cant SLEEP in tt. as in till mornin' tt kind-
can faint....i still observe a certain lvl of hygiene can.
hahas..anws ng why u never tell me u saw an ah gua!!!
tt's so interesting. i wld love to see him/her!

just watched wilber's concert..
hmmm. not bad. hahas.
okie realise next wk is new year alreadi
qt excited. but when i tink of the common tests for the following
weeks can die and faint man. damn sad can. hais
shall go check out the schedule later
i aim to fin my homwork todae
so i can laze ard w/o ani worries....

fwenster is madddd...
i thot i added moi fwen.
but apparently. her name didnt appear.
why? so pissed off.
plus mine sister so irritating. scold me for nuthg.
spent 21 bucks todae.
got to get fabric paint, this badge and maybe this wallet
from bugis on mon...hais. no more money alreadi-
need to borrow from mine ma man....
oh and candles....jiayun better reply me man.
she wont see mine entry anws so no harm mentioning her name-
okies. feel a bit stressed now cos of e upcoming bdaes.
fris rocks though...shall relax now-

蝸牛 周杰倫

該不該 擱下重重的殼 尋找到底那裡有藍天
隨著輕輕的風輕輕的飄 歷經的傷 都不感覺疼

我要一步一步往上爬 等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
小小的天 有大大的夢想 重重的殼裹著輕輕的仰望
我要一步一步往上爬 在最高點乘著葉片往前飛
小小的天 流過的淚和汗 總有一天我有屬於我的天
我要一步一步往上爬 在最高點乘著葉片往前飛

任風吹乾 流過的淚和汗
我要一步一步往上爬 等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉
小小的天 有大大的夢想 我有屬於我的天
流過的淚和汗 總有一天我有屬於我的天

mrs beckham: why u never sign off as mrs becks huhs? anws i think elynais is nicer~ erms not toking about U. it's someone else. and yeah u owe me money too hahas...

cor: love overcomes all boundaries....and furthermore he's like one yr younger onli so don worry yeahs. hahas. yeah he's not bad. SB better-

wanna thank june bay and cor lee for what they have done for me todae~ erms i noe it's not a big deal. but i appreciate it a lot a lot kaes.
if u guys aint there. i will be like walking ard in sch with a wet skirt.
so paisehs*.
can i say tt i HATE to be in a co-ed sch!!!!!
sucks man. i cant walk ard in a blouse and pe shorts.
okie maybe in st nicks i will also be too paiseh to do so.
bud now it's worse. as IN i relli wont dare..
i mean who will? nut caSe man.
i suck man. it's lk i stain my skirt so easily.
yikes!!!!! i hate vj skirt. beige colour argh----
and i hate e bloody belt. i mean dere's No Point
wearing the belt. u cant see it anws. and it doesnt help. *suffocates
argh. so pissed. dis grp of ite guys were like singing and clapping
their hands so loudly under e 112 void deck. not say i mean.
but i relli don lk most of em. i mean from their attire.
i don see why they go to sch for.

life sucks.
w pimples popping up everywhere...
my ear, my face....etc...yucks.
ate pork porridge with egg plus jack and jill potato chips plus
nasi lemak..so much calories consumed.
no good no good.
and can i say i HATE it when my tt thing come. sucks totally.
cant move ard....
finally todae no hmwork. GOOD.
think i will be doing the tut due for fri though.
cos i have lost interest in tv. i mean totally. how ah?
someone is like toking to me on msn now. qt shocked? ha-

okie think my blog entries are like damn short now.
must write more huhs?
dun relli noe what to type actuallie.
oh i am pretty happie tt we are on qt good terms with our jr class.
though they dun noe me lahs.
but think they are nice ppl~ so happie.
jealous of ng's classmate. got homemade cookies.
but the junior class ppl reply ppl so slow mans.
oh and i admit tt i tend to judge someone by their looks.
i mean the 1st impression.

kind of confided in this msn fwen.
but erms she kind of never ans me. qt sad. whatever lah.
life just suck man.

i keep forgetting what is on for the few daes.
arghhhh.
keep thinking i am free on thurs.
realise i got interact meetg. again!!!
n chem r sucks sucks sucks.
realise we are too nice to jr class liaos.

pimples outbreak!!!
yikes...
oil control-
no more fried food.
no mos. no whatafish. no kfc. no macs.
no western food. no omelette.

xiexie steph for telling me e title. haha.
anws he said he's nt the original singer.
but anws. he sing hai shi bu tong fan xiang.

wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa....

hope anita mui rest in peace.

mine class is becoming relli ons..
abt giving our SPs stuff lk fruits, veggies and canned food.
so exciting. mine fwen and i gonna play a trick on this guy
from our junior class. haha-

ren ci charity show was qt nice overall. ;)
the part when xiao hei's son "sang" the song with xiaohei
erms rather sad lah. i mean xiaohei wife was crying like mads.
her daughter also...and me too~ i teared onli lah. not tt bad.
but i still cant believe it tt ke shou liang passed awae. n anita mui.
and leslie cheung.
life sucks cos anyone may just leave anytime.
and can i say i am jealous of evelyn tan and quan yi feng.
they got nice and ti die. bfs and husband. ;)
so close and sweet.
anws i relli don mind being a volunteer nows.
mingyi fa shi rocks. 22 mins in the icy cold h20.
and kym ng. brave gal. suntec tower super tall/high!

wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa...
lk the song but don noe title

the youth concet last nite was quite sians.
so sorry ng make u waste 2 bucks.
but the 2 bucks was so worth it in other waes right?
we got a free BIGGG packet of calbee stix, a free poncho(which we used as a "mat") and a free lightstick.
is tt good or what?
and plus entertainment by the various artistes.
what a pity i didnt get to shake julian cheung's(zhang zhi lin) hand.
becos of ng!
i reached out my left hand then ng say no right hand.
then when he was like 3 cm awae from us, i realise he is holding the mic w his right hand. argh. what a pity. hk star leh. hahahs.
he shook the hands of the ppl tt sandwiched us. *jealous*
oh and B.A.D. also they were running at an amazing speed so didnt get to shake their hands. hais.
cai yi jie was the nicest. he relli walked from the right to the left.
but we cant be bothered and sat down there to talk instead.
oops. he can shake realli wells man.
the turnout was qt bad.
think rev < cost . serious.
but i think their main purpose of organising e concert is to attract youths to sign up to be volunteers...
i don mind actuallie. cos i realise the volunteers got qt a few not bad ones...hahas.
yeah. so excited so tmrs. cos of the SPs thing.
havent got my "gift" for them yet.
but sians cos got chem test. hais.

okie it's morning already and
she is STILL scolding me. wth.
i shall make a public announcement now.
those who owe me money, i will appreciate it if u return me the $$ asap.
and there is this person whom i dun dare to ask money from since
tt sec2 incident. why? i dun noe.
i always feel tt it's a personal responsibility for ppl to pay their debts.
i mean i am not a loanshark.
why must i chase u for the $$.
i noe that person will not get to read this.
and e main reason for not approaching her 4 the $$ is
i think she forgot tt i actually bought sthg for her.
and she didnt pay me.
i am very poor now. i mean serious.
i am not rich in e 1st place.
i eat so much in sch cos i am a pig.
i hui jin ru tu. i suck.
why must i go suggest the idea of ________.
when it's so troublesome.
so much work. money. time.
i can just go buy one.
and i relli dun noe if ppl appreciate what i do.
i am such an asshole.

ng, miche, yt: sori i didnt come online last time cos my mother was scolding me like siaos. i need a break. i need to sleep. she doesnt understd me. i cant be bothered to xplain myself. cos i noe she will scold me even worse.

i am bloody pissed off with mine sucky mother now.
and my sister. idiot suckers.
damn damn pissed off now.
i cant buy my fwen's presents now.
and why the hell is she agst neo-prints.
wtf. i hate my life.
i am such a spenthrift.
blame it on me. okie.
i am fasting next week. i MUST.
and i still owe ppl money. WHAT the hell.
how i wish i can just stuff a BAO into her mouth.
damn pissed off nows.
how i wish i just die. dun need to buy anyone anythg.
dun need to spend money.
depend on mine parents.
SHUT up man..tt woman..

seems like many ppl are so tired to do any stuff this few daes.
damn tired. okie i must say this.
i went QB HOUSE to cut hair yesterdae.
haha. but no one in mine class noticed todae. hais. damn sad.
okie i didnt cut much i have to agree. think e place is cool n weird.
i am so looking 4wd to mon...
i hope our junior class likes our "gifts" to them.
rocks man...hahhaha. we are so "nice" to em.
hope they dun do it bac to us though.
and they are pretty nice n friendly ppl.
"the indian but learn HCL" gal recognised me
in parkway todae. haha. so happie. i noe i am mad.
but wells. i wan to adopt a sp. that one..hahahahaha-

oh i PASSED my chem R. 54.5/100.
tyco lahs. but at least i was the best amongst the three who took.
okie. i noe NO BIG DEAL cos it's chem R....
hahaha..i hate econs man. feel so weird in LT2 with the arts ppl.
no more alphabets classes with US. hais.
but e arts ppl qt funnY. i hate the chem lecturer.
mrs toh. yucks. yucks. yucks.

think sn ppl are so enthu and friendly.
not talking abt me..
i always have this feelin no one recognises me
even my econs tutor. i am in her remedial leh!
so wells. qt happie tt this yr 1(fr sn) asked me "u r fr st nicks right?"
hahas. i am mad. so anws. felt qt bad.
daoed this person todae. i didnt mean to.
i thot she doesnt recognise me...hais.
hais. i miss shilin. can u believe it?
think she relli makes me luff w all her "warm" gestures-
her 100.7 fm...hahahas.
sch starts officially tmr. sucks.

i am lk itching all over now, feelin like monkey god..
realise i cant relli multi-task. i wan to watch the rose..kui rox though he's qt gay hahaha...
but got sthg more impt to do..hahas.
chem r todae was quite bad for me. the 1st mcq i stumped alreadi.
abt some carbonate and CO2 stuff. wth.
i suck at chem. serious. i hate chem.
plus bio plus econs and maths. which mean everythg.
i hate school. it's so far awae from my hse.
think vj orientation a bit funny. heard they re-used like a lot o last yr's games...oh but todae i saw a diff game. sthg abt pulling off other grp ppl's rafia strings...all the gers were like screaming lk siaos.
and saw this siaos having fun he was sitting on the chair behind the banner
and pretendin to be strumming a electric guitar. disgusting.
laugh until siaos man....haha...
nuthg interesting happened todae.
'cept onli ard 11 ppl went for chem prac todae. haha
ng's class lk onli 4....
life has been pretty slack.
oh mr tan yew hwee was like so paiseh when mrs chan keep praising him.
he relli doesnt look lk the "will paiseh" one-
tmr is juniors meet seniors. think jr class shld be s22.
yeah this yr got like a lot of bio chem econs student. are they mad?
it's the worst combi.

hmm i lk the song shou hou by 5566.
erms i am defintely not a fan of em....
but the song relli very hao ting. lk some gospel song.

next week's snap is on kiam pai ming xing face...
hahahs. so exciting cant wait to watch man serious-
and mine mum just mentioned that i have a kiam pai face.
i really think that i relli got kiam pai face,
was staring at myself in the mirror.
super qian zou face man.
realise i always pull black face when i go out.
esp with my parents. maybe i shld have went for the competition man.
haha. but i got no ming xing lian. haha.
sch was super ultra sians todae. damn sians.
no lessons. got ticked off by ms yu somemore. felt so mean to her.
yeah it's not a choice whether u shld go for tutorials, it's a must...
what a way to start 2004. hope it will get better.
and yeah. wo li yong le ms yu dui wo men de hao~

happie new year everione.
hope 04 will be a great yr ahead.
though we are going to have our 'a's oh wells.
not relli looking 4wrd to sch.
cos i have a lot of backlogged hmwork..
GP econs bio maths and chem.
it's like all subj.
i was thinking abt sthg funny.
how come ppl can criticise their president so openly in a forum.
but wells. it's a FORUM right. freedom to voice any opinions.
quite funny.
wells shall list a few resolutions.
1) be more 'ons'
2) be more fit
3) be more guai. don pon anymore lessons.
4) do not copy hmwork from my classmates.
5) treat those ard me better~

hope tt 04s1b will be a great class.
and 03s1b can be more fun!