a levels is a total pain in the neck!
it is the worst exam that one can take
it sucks big time.
and it is SCARY.
esp when ppl around u are progressing so fast
like army ants.
and u are a damn snail.
whatever it is,
the snail will have to by hook or by crook
run to the finishing line.

bac to maths.

by the way,
i cant't believe tt huang na is dead. (most probably)
the body is highly decomposed.
how mean can some people get.
life is unfair.

ok. shall stop complaining.
study!

and to joANNE: may be i can call u ANNE for short. anyways. aint u a MUGGER? study hard! thx for being no 18 in class. and confusing me. with ur new index no which i still don noe what it is. meow!

oh, had my last tuition on sat.
i dint noe it was the last.
and i found out tt truffles, the dog died.
to think tt i was still so happy tt after next 2 weeks. i wont see the dog anymore( cos i thot tuition's ending e week) aft next).
i feel quite bad when i heard abt his death.
rest in peace...truffles...

i cant imagine i spent the whole freaking morning
from 10 till 2 online
doing unnecessary stuff.
i need a padlock to lock up my com.
BE MOTIVATED TO STUDY OLT.
toking to myself seems weird.
great it is so gonna rain.

ng this post is for U

u are the funniest person on earth
ur descriptions are always so funnie!
i know u are biased against sylvester!
but u don have to say
"tht make his fingers in the shape of a gun"
shant post the behind part
but tt was damn funnie
and tt is what he always does
and tt dae during class lunch(mini one)
siva imitated him. goodness.
super xiang can. xiao si da jia can.
everyone was like "yah!yah! yah!"
this is called STYLE
ok not really lah.
just toking crap here. oops! ;) -->looks like sly? haha

think chem prac todae
was worse than bio prac. donnoe lehs
tt dae for bio prac i didnt feel so lousy
actuallie i felt ok
after the prac
but after much discussion with fellow s1b-mates
didnt feel so good.
why cant i have the brain of the examiner?
and they better hurry fly my pprs to cambridge(?)
cos right. the chemicals were so strong tt
even my BALL POINT INK cannot take it.
one of my titration values is like translucent. hard to explain
hope they can see!
tt is why i hate chem prac. so many chemicals
then after the prac.
have to pack up and clean nicely for the 3rd shift ppl.
actuallie i enjoy doing so. can be like some. maid or sthg.
i like to arrange stuff
maybe i shld go learn CHA HUA after 'a's.
i sound like some 40 plus yr old auntie who is damn bored at home.

stayed bac to study with yimin and aud
i TOLD U GUYS tt LIBRARY is BETTER lah.
than reading room.
qt few ppl in the lib which is good.
not so noisy. :)
ate chicken chop and one MAGNUM ice-cream todae
it is on offer. 2 bucks.
i wanted to eat tt LONG ago. gr8 tt there is a discount.
yes, i am CHEAPO. but who cares?
must save save and save!
spent so much todae.
think i just drink porridge. haha.
ok. getting boring here.
off to watch tv now!
spore idol! hope slyvester stays!
and 9pm champion!
that is the only tv show tt keeps me motivated to study everydae!
:)

broke my promise
i blogged huhs. afterall.
i cant believe i spent like
THREE hrs online doing crap stuff.
sigh.
i think i shld keep the com in a box or something
tape it up.
and now it's tv time.
great. whole day gone!
need some serious motivation man.
i need some mugger fwens.
as in serious kinds.
sigh. all e best everyone
for ur mon's phy prac.
seriously glad tt i didnt take phy
i wouldnt noe what to do with the pendulum bob
and the resistors and what have u(sound like mrs tian!).
ok. have said enough for the day.

do u ball?
find it familiar steph. haha.
anws steph, u SUCK. haha
u noe what i mean.
i learnt it from SOMEONE. haha ;)

tired of studying. need a break. but my break seems neverending...sighs. i think i need to return to my table ;) 

- 

farewell~

it seems like yesterdae when we all just step into vj.
i remember that shaheda is my 1st friend. sounds kiddish?
i thought she was a eurasian.
how blur can i get.
she is a true blue malay girl! pretty one!
anyways, i still rem our 1st econs lesson!
mrs lim asked us to go to the lib to do some research.
so anyways, i was damn shocked when the lib was so damn quiet
like some graveyard or something?
so anws. we didnt noe where to find the book(s)?
all of us, damn blur, started to whisper to each other in the lib.
quite funny. cos we all need help.
like econs. was a foreign subj man. totally new.
like i noe what is opportunity cost.
so anws. if i am not wrong, we end up introducing ourself
between the shelves. so dumb.
melissa started the ball rolling. haha. :)
soon, yeahs, everyone made fwens with everyone.
and we are all good fwens now. haha.
sounds stupid again oops.

ok, i will nvr forget the canal incident
we were all damn humji haha.
rubbish gate, anyone?
i think we were too paranoid leh! haha. esp me and phebe

during the 1st 3 mths,
our class had a guy called gerald whois damn vulgar and funny.
always swearing and chanting all the funeral songs, v mean actuallie.
and simian the "chain smoker" :)

3 mths passed
left gerald, simian, janissa, shauna and benjamin.
sometimes u just wish tt u had interacted more with them.
i still rem janissa as our social rep(qt funny)
and yeahs. she organised our 1st class outg at suntec. kenny rogers i think.
we had a class chat at the ____ garden(whats the garden's name?). tilll ard 7pm
and oh i rem after we left kenny rogers, think phebe they all
came to tell me tt wenhui thinks i am the kind who will have a bf
i am sure lah, i still rem cos it is so funny and ridiculous.
so anws, 3 mths passed and they left :(
did i mention benjamin is damn funnie, our econs rep. goodness
always oinking awae during lessons. esp BIO.
and always eating drumsticks. from western food stall
and his bloodshot eyes haha! ppl from choir lehs. went rj!
and he was damn funny, cos after he noe tt he got 7 pts
he ponned all the tutorials like mad. cos he is determined to go to rj.
then he was saying "what if i don't make it to rj?"
and shauna is another joker. drama-mama serious.
funnie. totally!
will never forget the CNY celebs. we won! matchtick and firecracker!
totally crack me up :)

came corinne, chrystle, colin, nicholas and kamilah(fr arts!)
it was quite weird at 1st with so many new friends in class.
but time has proved tt they are friends for life! :)
think it is quite obvious that our class is quite split up.
esp between the girls and the guys. goodness.
i still rem colin asking me,
is our class always like tt? his class in ny was totally opp!
i don noe why. somehow. it has been like tt since 1st 3 mths.
nevertheless, there were times we all had fun laughing at each other.
laughing at the teachers(mrs yik's super cornie weird accent)...
mr teo said on fri tt, he thot our class was damn quiet during 1st 3 mths.
but things got out of control...
so anws fast 4wrd. cos if i continue typing.
i don need to sleep alr. haha.

btw i remb tt our snr class was damn hostile towards us.
but some of them are nice lah :) 02s1m.
like some sports class. so many talents. can faint. seriously
2nd for inter-class x-ctry!
anws we paid 15 bucks for jts at fish and co!

ok fast forward...
oh wait. event of the yr, siva become the student council president! :)
and did i mention tt the moment i saw him in class
and he said he is in tennis and running for council
i got this feeling he will be damn high profile in future!
and when he got into council, i knew tt he will be the president.
he is THE ONE!

year 2004.
fast eh? haha
we met our jnr class ppl. 04s22.
ok i admit, we were getting all excited over the Secret Pal thing.
seriously MAD.
before we step into the class,
we told each other tt
we are GONNA be a NICER SNR class to them than s1m was to us.
ok the secret pal thing started.
almost everyone in class was actively writing..
same here.
i even preferred writing letters than doing tuts lah. who dont.
stayed up to do some of the sp presents.
i think i am too nice alr. seriously.
haha. i hardly praise myself. haha. ok enuff olt.
anws. my mortal is like some sought-after guy amongst the year 1s.
which i find hard to believe now haha. oops!
he is a very intelligent guy who read my letter in front of me during cny celebs. i think
and he gave me pineapple tarts which i detest. call me weird or what.
my angel is this very nice and friendly girl from choir. :)
and if i am not wrong, she is super high profile in choir.
high-flyer! i am very +ve re this. :)
oh and i adopted a sp with pork(who went ard adopting ppl for the fun of it)
tt guy has a damn cornie name
like mollie? haha.
some dhs joke i think.
pork and i were called reichen and chip. quite dumb.
and we were acting les in all the letters. haah.
those were the good old days haha.
anyways. fast forward again.
over the months(weird description), think our class kind of drifted apart
a lot from e jnrs. i wonder why too?

anyways, so event of the year!
viesta soleil! :)
glitz glam rocks totally man!
our glitter tattoos were selling like hot cakes seriously
and i am so sorry corinne
tt i spilled lk almost the whole no 12 container.
the pink glitter.
and nail polish purchasing was super tiring
corinne nearly got into a fight with tt factory guy.
he was unreasonable lah. booboo.

fast forward.
15 oct. farewell assembly.
i think it wasnt as nice as compared to last yr's one
the ppt was damn screwed up one.
no sound?
but the performances were qt nice.
esp the house capt's one. funny man.
and the watemelon eating contest.
totally funny man.
went bac to class. took ten thousand photos! :)
got some free ice-cream from the sch
i ate the cup one :)
nice!
went crystal jade for a 13 ppl class outg
quite fun!
ate xiao long bun, some red bean pastry, and fried rice.
heard tt the la mien all taste qt weird one. v bland
'cept for the hot and spicy one
liyao was like adding the sauces like mad.
took neos. damn squeezy and suffocating
but fun overall :)
oh btw, my ct drew a damn nice cartoon of us. :)

some words to fwens i made in vj-

03s1b- june, lianghe, lydia, kian wai, tuckweng, chrystle, 2 audreys, corinne, liyao, shini, tzechao, yimin, shaheda, kamilah,chee han, jo,colin,nicholas, phebe, wenhui, tammy, melissa and trina :)
though i noe like 3/4 of u guys wont get to read this, it is ok, actually i am writing this for myself to read. haha. i am mad. anyways. glad tt our paths crossed. u guys have definitely been a great bunch of friends in class. with all the crazy arguments with the teachers(mr toh, who keep asking us where did we learn tt piece of bio info from when it was damn obv tt we mass copied), all the fun we had laughing at each other, bridging away...the list goes on. all the best for ur future endeavours! :) i believe we all can soar to greater heights :) !
how come i feel tt i wrote this before!

the grp of crazy girls in class tt i am particularly close to in class-
hey girls, guys, i mean girls, it was great knowing all of u. u guys have definitely brought tons of laughter into my life. sorry for the times when i was chao black face. actually it is every morning. seems like no one really dared to offend me haha. esp shini. i noe u always say "see liting angry le". so sorry. i noe i am damn AP. toking abt AP. rem AP GUY. as in the real one. haha. damn funnie can. thanks shini for intro-ing. will miss the times bridging away(thanks phe, pork and aud for teaching me how to play), gathering at the concourse in the morning to tok abt everythg under the sun, dirty jokes lah, spore idols whose good whose sucky etc, it's those little events that add up to a huge lot which i will keep it in my mind forever guys! thank u! :)

steph, singing, lydia, rux-
it was great knowing u guys. and hello steph, i think i noe u in sn le. 'cept i not so fwenly towards u. gpr 7 og fwen eh. haah. OR wanying's cousin, OR yuechang.anyways, u have been fabulous! wilber rocks! haha. small V also nt bad lah. singing u have definitely been interesting to tok to. i will always rem tt u live in toa payoh and take 31 to the end haah :) lydia, i thought u were qt unapproachable at 1st, now not so bad lah. haha. will always rem chingay and fatso and ur yjc "bf" . or is it srjc? forget le haha. rux, 2L fwen, glad tt we got more chance to interact thru interact club(haah) and chem tuition now. let's all work hard tog! do not let dr heng down! haah!

the sn girls in vj-
i am so happie tt u guys are around! so i can be sarcastic and tok crap to u guys! :) i admit i am damn dao towards most of the sn girls. cos i always think ppl don recognise me. i had an embarrassing encounter last yr alr. wo ren cuo ren. damn paiseh. wouldnt try to paiseh myself again. so sorry, if i don say hi to u guys. actually i do recognise all the yr2 sn girls in vj! think there are 30 plus of us or something! and to those whom i say hi to and always damn sarcastic to. so sorry man! i noe i am damn irritating. but i enjoy iritating u guys. haha. alrights, all the best for 'a's. sn rocks!

cheryl-
heys! hellos! fwen. booboo. i noe u wont get to read this, but somehow somedae i may decide to tell u abt my blog haha. so anyways. hope u will get to read this eventually! thanks for being such a wonderul jnr of mine. always there to receive my sms-es. 88888 haha. and always replyin without fail. all the not-funnie-at-all jokes. e many concerts we went to! and the stuff u gave me all this while! thanks a lot pal! :) all the best. have fun in vj! ;)

interact exco ppl and hgls-
it was nice knowing u ppl. all the hilarious meetings. serious meetgs with the teachers. i seriously think no one will read this but i am still typing cos i wanna say sthg! :) i think though the batch of us dont seem as efficient as the year 1s. i think we are the funnier lot! i think the hgls are damn quiet during meetgs. sorry! :( . all the best for ur 'a's!

last but not least

ngsie! haha-
hello pal. sorry i noe tt u have been waiting for me to type this for a very long time alr. u see it's 0245 now and i am still typing awae. and my mother just woke up. so i must double the speed yeahs. pal, thanks for always being there for me. seriously. ever since we step into vj. thanks. thanks for receiving all the smses. complaint smses. u noe what i mean. all the happie sms which we always share with each other. events tt took place in the dae. all the offline messages, online convo, hello! haha, msn, 88888 and "ng icq" in my hp. thanks a lot pal. it's really hard for me to write down everythg here. u now how many times i said thanks to u alr haha. anyways, sorry for the times when i am quite hostile towards u in vj. i think i have improved eh? have i? haha. sorry for this time in the beginning of the yr, i kind of shouted at u. because of some stuff. i hope u don rem cos it is not sthg nice haha. thanks for studying with me these few daes. i don mind hearing u complaining. abt anythg. just shoot haha. and thanks for sharing photos. :) sorry for the times when i look bian qiang in the fotos. tt is really the REAL me what haha. sorry. i will try to improve on my fake spastic smile ok ng! all the best for ur 'a's. pls study reaaaaaallllly hard :) and we can have fun planning our darls hol todae! and chambermaids job haha yeahs! ok. i meant this next sentence. i hearts ya too! ok sounds weird. nvm. :) haha!

ok. think i shall not blog aft todae till 25 nov.
i must persevere!
yes i must, bio prac is in 5 days time! 4 actually if u don count thurs!
all the best to all!
MUG hard for 'a's :)
WE WILL SURVIVE.

nice cup on my head eh. and how come lianghe wasnt looking. haha! liyao is so girly. twisting. haha. 

crystal jade!  

steph, cor, singing and lydia! looking good! 

another one. st nicks! yi-shan and I :) 

cor and I :) 

i feel like fainting. i have weird pw guy fwens. haha. esp tzechao. haha. oops. i think he didnt noe cor took the foto. haha.  

girls sch! cedar, rg, tk, ijtp and ST NICKS! 

cor, me, mayo and shaheda! 

shen ni ge la wo de jia! haha. super pretty chrystle! and me haha. st nicks :)

so bright! rise and shine. F=ma. forces of fluid. resistors. pv=nRt. presenting the phy ppl. with lydia missing in action!  

chk it out! econs ppl. presenting, june, kamie, jo, shabert, mel, cor, chrystle, tammy and me. there's audrey too. whose missing in action. 

i think though i am smiling, i look fierce. gross man. haha. erms cos i had some choc ice-cream in my mouth u see. anyways, mel, me and sha! my 2 good fwens during 1st 3 mths! :) 

twist ppl! i cant be bothered as u can see. my eyes are closed! 

shini, cor, me(i think i look fat. gross), phebe, shaheda, june BAY 

class photo :) which wasnt very well-taken. quite random eh, not much organisation. paiseh. tt is my class. well i am hidden! nvm. haha. 03s1b! 

s1b! 

chk out the flower on tuckweng's head! 

june, me, joanne, liyao, tuckweng and lianghe on top who looks a bit unhappy. haha. kidding.. crystal jade btw. my cam is indoor-shy. 

xiao long bao! 

neighbours!  

shini, cor, me, phebe and shaheda! 

again. bridge enuff alr a not? 

Sg Idols: Get Jessea Back, Rule Jerry out!

saw this petition online
check it out
go jessea!

taufik was good tonite!
olinda as usual. superb
with her funny nightclub dress.
and i voted for taufik and slyvester! haha
and i think christopher cant really sing
and he looks quite gross in tt red shirt.
it seems too big for him?
and yimin is damn funnie.
title of taufik's song: sept
yimin's sms: he is one month late.

taking a break from studying
actuallie have been only doing pprs.
remedial pprs i stress.
anws. it's been 4 days since i last blog. or rather 3 la
cant believe time just flew past like tt.
have yet to accomplish anythg impressive these days...:(
have been going to sch everydae like some mugger.
i never used to go bac to sch tt often during self study period.
sigh. have been staying bac to study.
mugger again.
i just feel like so motivated to do some work when i am in the sch lib
though it is qt noisy sth. with ppl strolling ard.
whispering here and there.
but when i reach home. totally sian diaos
and only feel like watching happy fish and tt hypocrite zi liang.
havent been watching shi zhi lu kou.
hope i didnt miss tt impt episode!
i just wait stop stressing tt
time FLIES. help!
bio prac is like in 7 daes time. omgosh.
and tonite i aint studyg
todae doing sthg. which many ppl think it is qt not so worth it to do so
during this crucial time period
heck. cos i want to take a break.
did 10 qns of rj maths ppr
i think it is supposed to be ok
but it doesnt seem ok for me...

i want to hibernate aft mon. serious
but i bet i need to go bac for gp remedial and chem. crap.
i need the TIME teachers. to read my notes.

did i mention mrs lim scolded me todae
i was damn pissed off with her
i don noe if she noticed
but i thot it was damn obv.
i stop asking qns after she say "are u sure a not liting. every qn u don't noe?"
i admit i am dumb. slow. and i havent revise.
and i did tt ppr like one mth ago.
and after tt she scolded me again "liting u study alr a not?"
NO MRS LIM, NO.
stop rubbing salt onto my wounds.
i noe it sounds scary.
but i cant help it.
there are only 24 hrs a dae.
even if i don sleep.
i CANNOT fin studying everything on time
seriously
hello who can
unless tt person is the damn consistent kind.
so it's like selective studyg now.
hopefully i can cover everythg somehow.
anws. i really hate her now
call me petty
but i never dislike her tt much until todae. :(
serious.

realise my posts are always so boring and depressin
whatever. no one really bothers to read anyway.
everyone is busy mugging.
wishing for 'a's to finish now
so i can do WHAT i WANT.
and not WHAT i MUST.
:)

farewell assembly tmr. followed by gp mass lect. sian diaos.
ok. ppl. prepare ur cams for tmr.
and TIE! i better fetch it soon!

ok. i got tons of stuff to carry to sch tmr.
anyways.
i hate it when u prepare everythg nicely for someone
and tt somone didnt turn up in the end.

ng: referring to my tt fwen.
i wrote the ppr for NOTHING.
damn!
argh!

ok. gonna do something now..

no blog entry for 6 days?
doesnt mean i didnt come online.
i did. think every 2 days or something. sigh.
think i am leading a life tt resembles tt of someone who just finished promos.
ok. 75% of the sch population fin promos le.
and hello. i am taking 'a' level exams.
as what corinne said.
bio prac is like on 21th! which means 11 days away.
omgosh. 'a' lvl bio prac mind u.
not say post-prelim mock or prelim prac.
it's A LEVEL.
the biggest hurdle in our lives.
tt is what my cousin says btw.

and i have not started.
it really feels lousy to be one of the lousiest in
ur class and worse still
in the whole school.
for bio. whole level only 33 ppl got E. i don noe if tt is good or lousy
to me tt is quite good. as in means most ppl got D and above lah.
let's see each class has abt 25 ppl on average.
they are 13 bio classes.
325 students in total(abt there )
those 33 ppl are the bottom 10%.
there are 5 ppl who got O.
ok. sorry. i think i am not supposed to put up stats of my sch's results online.
i am so sorry. i'm sure
so anws i got a freaking E. 51 i think
which means i am one of the bottom 10%
and i really think i deserve to hit the wall or something.
i admit i didnt study hard enuff for bio.
it is tyco tt i passed...
i think i am tryg too hard holding on to 4 subjs.
but it is too late.
i keep saying this.
but seems like i aint puttg in much effort!
:(

woke up at 0800 todae
cos was v inspired to study.
but came online.
i think my inspiration energy lvl diag is damn screwed
it fluctuates like no one's business
one moment, i feel like swallowing all the notes
the next moment. i am getting depressed over
HOW, CANNOT FINISH. shucks.

there's nice tiong bahru chwee kuay waiting for me in the kitchen btw.
so anws. i think i shld really get my ass off my bed and
shift it to the STUDY TABLE.
yes, i should.

2 yrs are so gonna pass like tt.
cant really believe it.
:(
farewell assembly this fri.
at least i didnt get a class tt is so competitive
actually the level of competition is qt low.
compared to some other classes.
sigh. but everyone pls be competitive and mugg hard! :)

hao liang ah..haha